I, in the past year, have had 4 miscarriages, each making me more and more depressed and angry with my life. I did not know what to believe or do anymore. I was totally confused as my 1st child came to me so easily. Tests showed nothing wrong, and deep down I knew there was nothing wrong with me physically. I was wasting all my energy on this negativity and each time I would fall pregnant again I basically set myself up for disappointment.

It was not untill I heard about The Secret that I began to think differently. At the time I had just gone through my 4th miscarriage, and at first pushed it aside thinking, “Yeh, yeh, another self help book, big deal.” But it was not going to leave me alone. I then found The Secret coming to my attention constantly, and something inside me said go get the book. It was sold out but I wouldn’t take no for an answer. I was in the book shop over an hour asking different sales people to try and find a copy. They were fed up with me. I started walking out then thought, “Wait on, maybe they have a dvd somewhere in the shop.” “No, no. Sold out,” they said. “Yes, yes. You have to have one,” I said. And guess what, they found me a copy! I watched the dvd the next morning and it juct clicked with me. Everything I was going through this past year was explained to me and basically at the finish of this dvd I thanked my little babies I had lost, as they were like my little angles guiding me to this point where I was ready to look at my life and start living differently. I have my son and I just took it for granted that having babies was easy so in actual fact I was taking him for granted, letting all other negative issues take up my time. I now realise how truly grateful I am for my son and my life and I cherish every moment with him and my husband. I have also asked for more children, I have had a beautiful dream of holding a baby and look forward to that reality. Never give up on your dreams!