Getting Out Of Abusing Myself
I have wanted to share my story with everybody sometime, so today I am pleased to do this, really.
Looking back two years ago, I was a fussy girl and suffered from an illness of my mind. Bad emotions filled me, so I really hated myself from head to toe. There was almost no self-respect in my mind.
I had prepared for an entrance exam and studied hard for two years. But I got an unexpected bad score on the exam, so all the university’s which I had applied to rejected me.
After all the failure, I became a sarcastic and pessimistic person. At that time, I totally was full of anger over the world ignoring my effort. I think that I will do nothing. I was so depressed.
In this bad situation, I suddenly discovered The Secret on a bookcase in my home. I had bought this book but never even glanced over it.
So I then read the book in one sitting. While I was reading it I cried a lot. I deeply felt regret for not appreciating priceless things around me.
That is LOVE! I actually was loved by many people but I made those people’s minds hurt without not knowing it. Furthermore, I realized I was the cause of my failure. It was the result of dissatisfaction, greed and ungratefulness. Finally I became open to the world full of good people and good things.
Now, I live in a world pretty different from what I used to.
It is full of hope and joy! At last, I am a senior of the university that I really wanted and thankfully became a scholarship student.
Also I am going to be in an exchange student program in February. After knowing The Secret, I almost get everything that I wanted from the universe. Of course, I have experienced great and small problems. But I have overcome and solved them because I believed that it can’t make me frustrated, and I concentrated on good things instead getting stressed out.
The Secret really, really works.
And I really, really believe now. My wish of nowadays is that I meet my soul mate! I want to meet my love and believe it will be achieved by universe. 🙂
I hope you get everything you want, savor many wonderful moments. 🙂
P.S. Though it might feel like life is conspiring to cheat you, do not feel sorrow or complain. Lie still on the day of pain, and the day of joy will greet you.