Mentally Ill To Being An Attractor
In 1994, I was diagnosed as having schizophrenia. My life was miserable and I lived in poverty. I lived 13 years of irregular unemployment, 3 to 4 times a year I would have of episodes of relapse, and suffered from low-self esteem, paranoia, hallucinations and delusions. In short, I experienced extreme mental suffering. My life has been in “hell”. My family was disappointed with me for having such a disease and some of my brothers were even angry at me. Although my mother and some of my sisters were supportive, I feel they were fed up with dealing with my illness.
In 2004, my ex-wife abandoned us and I was left with no money to feed and pay for my 2 children’s education. No money or job, I was in total desperation. My sister advised me to give away my children to my mother-in-law because I don’t have money to rear them. My depression increased.
In August 2007, I sought advise from a Buddhist Foundation and a man there counseled me and let me watch The Secret Movie. When I watched it, I found new hope for my life. I started smiling and started to plan my life. Now I know, there is hope for me. I asked the man who counseled me to lend me the DVD copy of The Secret. I watched it over and over again. I asked my mother to help me study a short course and after finishing it I will find a job. Everyday, before I go to school, I watched The Secret film and let myself be inspired that no matter what delusions or hallucinations I might encounter in going to school was I am determined to ignore it and I convinced myself I will finish my course and followed the advise in The Secret to focus on what you want and not on what you don’t want. I did everything The Secret advised to me do. I visualized having my desires and accomplishing my goal. I practiced being grateful always especially to God who gave me a chance and hope to resurrect my life from hopelessness. I changed my vibration, everything.
It was not easy at first but because I was determined, my life started to change. I finished my short course. After two months finishing my course I got a job, but sadly my illness still deprived me and let me suffer from hallucinations and paranoia. I resigned, but I did not lose hope. I continued watching The Secret.
After 10 months of continued study of the Secret principles I finally got another job. I became a lecturer for the course I studied. I attracted the right medicine for me so I got my chemical balance back in my brain. I met a lady and she is now my second wife. She inspires me and supports me in everything I do.
In just one year of studying and digesting The Secret and the Law of Attraction, my life changed. In the first quarter of 2012, I became a lecturer for 5 schools and am continually increasing my clients. My finances increased and I can now afford to purchase some online courses for self-development and expand my research on law of attraction. I attracted good and highly inspirational books and now own a mini-library. I have my 2 children with me and we are now one and new happy family. I still thank the man who shared The Secret film with me, and he is now my mentor and counselor.
Thank you Rhonda for creating The Secret and the one special thing that I am most grateful to you and God is: My sanity is back…