Finally working it out!!!
I have had an on again, off again relationship with a man that I’m completely in love with. I was coming out of a terrible marriage and he was struggling with leaving his marriage due to his children.
Over the last four years, we kept coming back together and he was always so full on, but my doubt and fear that he would walk away from me always meant he would leave after a short period of time saying that we couldn’t be together (for whatever reason).
I tried so hard to forget him because each time he left I would be completely heart broken and I couldn’t understand why the universe was punishing me?? I didn’t understand that I was the one causing my pain.
I started to grow very resentful towards him and actually started to feel ‘hate’ for the one guy I knew in my heart I truly loved. I just couldn’t shake the anger and hurt I was feeling for this guy, but also couldn’t work out why the universe wouldn’t show me a sign that he was coming back for good and giving me the relationship I knew we were meant to have. I kept asking for a sign but nothing came.
One day, I woke up and decided that it is time to finally forgive him. TRULY forgive him because the more I held onto the hurt and anger, the longer it would take for him to return to me. As I was writing my letter to him detailing how I forgave him and thanking the universe for his return next month and BELIEVING that he would return to me and give me the relationship that we both wanted and him finally completely opening his heart to me, I received a message from ‘The Secret’. Please note I hadn’t received one in weeks.
The message basically stated that “the more you hold onto hate, the longer it will take for you to get what you want, as you are attracting hate into your life. Feeling love and believing in love was the way to get what you want”!! I almost fell off my chair. I FINALLY received my message from the universe because I chose to feel happiness and love instead of sadness and anger.
I asked for him to contact me the following month, and guess what? He did. He contacted me apologising for how he has hurt me over the years and wanted to see me. We met up and he declared his love to me. He finally admitted that he loved me and wanted to be with me and that he no longer feared things that used to make him doubt. I am sooo over the moon and I am truly the happiest person in the world.
Thank you Universe. Thank you god. Thank you, thank you, thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!! :-))))))))))))