Faith Came In The Form Of The Secret
The Secret changed my life a year ago.
A dear friend spoke to me about The Secret, knowing that I was too negative and being angry too often with life.
I had my beautiful baby girl in November Year 2013. Motherhood was new, endearing and exciting at the same time.
I was unfortunately diagnosed with Mastitis during my breast feeding journey and had to undergo an invasive operation to remove the badly inflamed breast tissues. This happened just 2 months of me being a new mother. It was supposed to be a wonderful journey with a new addition in my family. But the physical and emotional trauma made me resent motherhood, resent life.
My wound took a few months to fully heal and in between I was in and out of the hospital due to wound healing complications. My wound finally healed but it left a void in my heart, questioning why me? Why this?
This was really when things started going downhill. My relationship with my husband was tense as I was an emotional wreck and he really had no clue how to help me. I cared for my baby girl and love her still with the whole of my heart. But, at times I secretly wished I wouldn’t have to suffer if I didn’t have her. My friends found me hard to hang around with as I was driving negativity at full speed towards them. Work was mundane as I was consumed with self pity and anger for my sufferings. I was really tired of being an emotional wreck.
I decided I give The Secret a go as I had nothing else to lose since I was at the lowest point in life.
I embraced the teachings of The Secret and began to see positive changes in my life. It started with simple things like having a peaceful day at work with no phone calls from my clients, having smooth traffic home during the crazy peak hours, my baby girl sleeping early so I get more me-time, my baby girl becoming easier to care for.
My relationship with my husband got mended, I was given opportunities to advance at work, I was given almost anything I asked. I was truly overwhelmed by the happiness and said a universe worth of thank yous.
As I began to turn my life around, it dawned on me that it is true, whatever we focus on magnifies. I went downhill as I embraced negativity, I told my sad story over and over to the willing, listening ears. This in turn magnified my negativity and my suffering.
Now I have gone on to asking for even bigger things, from emotional healing, to career advancements, to strong relationships, etc. My family and friends told me I have changed. I told them I found faith in the form of The Secret. My heart overflows with gratitude, love and happiness everyday.
I have never felt more alive in my 28 years of living. It is indeed ask, believe and receive.
Thank you, thank you, thank you!