Faith bigger than a mustard seed.
I would love to give my Thanks to God, Rhonda, The Secret team and all the stories that gave me help to keep going.
I met the love of my life back in 2009 and he was all I ever wanted in a man. He made me the most happiest women alive, years past and things became rocky. I had lost myself and was no longer happy with the life I was leading. I had given up on acting because I didn’t see any doors opening for me. I put on weight and was always negative about myself and other people around me. I expected my bofriend to fill the happiness that I was lacking, and at the time it was a lot. I didn’t realize all the weight I was putting on him, and what it was doing to him and our relationship. I was always mad at him and myself and always found everything wrong with our relationship. We went downhill and he broke things off with me. I was depressed, he didn’t care to see me, talk to me, or even know my name. he was happy with out me so it seemed.
July was a really hard without him, and I was really lost. At this time I remember I had the DVD of The Secret but never really took it to heart when I watched it. This time I did. I began to feel so much better, Happy, full of love and peace. I knew that the love of my life was putting on a show for the month of August and I knew that this was the month I would have him back as my boyfriend. So I began to have faith and believe that he would ask me out at his show and from then on we would be lovers again. I would visualize us together happy and in love and hanging out like we use to. The night of the show I saw him but he didn’t seem like himself, but I push that to the side, and carried on with what I wanted to happen. When he didn’t ask me to hang out I forced my way in and ask him and we did. For a week or two we were good and then it all went bad again I began to cry all the time and ask why he wasn’t making me his girlfriend. I was throwing in his face that other guys want me and he better make up his mind now. All at this time he was dealing with a lot too and he wasn’t happy with himself and what was going on in his life and I was only making it hard for him. So he broke things off again and I was back at one.
In this time I didn’t know what to feel I was numb and and lost now and mad at the Universe for taking him away again. But God was not done with us or me and God knew that there was more to learn, and that’s when The Power and The Magic came into my life and my life has changed for the better. I learned I wasn’t showing love by being forceful and having no patients. I was still being negative and that it wasn’t the universes fault he was gone again but mine. But most of all I wasn’t being GRATEFUL. While learning all of this I made a vision board and a list of my perfect soulmate/partner for life. I also added that I wanted him to be given to me before the end of Oct 2012. My faith was tested because I didn’t call my ex at all after making my list and board, as much as I wanted to, it was like the universe was telling me this is what I had to do and just have faith and believe that I will have my wish. Might I add that I began to listen to my heart and everything inside me knew he was the one and no other guy was needed,he was the man I was going to spend the rest of my life with happy and in love with each other, my heart wouldn’t move from this feeling. I HAD FAITH IN THIS FEELING AND I BELIEVED IT.
In the meantime doors started to open for me with my acting, I lost weight and felt so good about myself. I started to love me and I love that I had the drive and passion to act again. I booked my first commercial and got to work a runway and do a photo shot and do a red carpet shot. I have been bless in so many ways I am always saying Thank you Thank You Thank you and really feeling it. Im always happy with pure love and joy and postive feelings in my heart soul and mind.
While sitting at home enjoy myself carving a pumpkin my phone rang….it was the love of my life calling and we had the best phone call in a long time. The day he called was on OCT 30TH,2012 the universe gave me my SOULMATE/PERFECT PARNER FOR LIFE before the end of Oct just like I asked. This stuff really works. I had to learn so much more and be obentent and have patient and faith and believe I would have my wish, and sure enough I got it!!!! Thank you!!!
Since Oct 30th we are together, Happy and in love and this time our realtionship feels so relaxed and easy. We enjoy our time together and love each other with our whole heart. He has said to me this feels 1000 times better than ever before and I agree. I am always Grafefuf and happy when i with him and on my own. I find him looking at me and adoring me in the sweetest ways. Thank you for bringing my boyfriend back to me and teaching me to love myself and to always be grateful with pure love in my heart.
THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU FOR MY GROWTH AND TEACHINGS, FOR IT HAS GIVEN ME AN AMAZING LIFE.