So I had a relationship back in 2018. After that, I was been dating several people but nothing substantial happened. I never liked anyone really, and love was obviously out of question. I tried everything in the book from hookups to Bumble to staying away from men at all. Everything! But something just didn’t feel right. I kept feeling empty. Ever since I broke up with the last guy in early 2019, the feeling stayed with me. I thought eventually it would go away but it didn’t. So I turned to therapy but again, it did not work.

So, at last, I turned to the supreme power. Now I am not very traditional but I do believe in some higher power, it could be the Universe or some God. I do not really know but I just know that there is some bigger power than us. So I started asking for what I wanted, doing affirmations, and practicing gratitude every day.

I didn’t know who it was that I actually wanted. Did I want my ex-boyfriend or someone new and better? So I just wrote down the exact type of guy that I wanted. And now it is hard to believe that I am with that exact guy!

He is someone who literally makes me feel so many real feelings, I get so excited when he is around. I love how he speaks in Punjabi and then switches his language to talk in Hindi or English. I love how handsome he looks, he seems so irresistible. The best part is that I love the way he looks at me and makes me all jittery. It is the kind of love that I thought might not happen to me again. The way he looks at me makes me want to melt. He is such a breath of fresh air! Not the regular kind of guy you meet on daily basis. He is so special and he makes me feel so special. It’s like falling in love for the first time.

I love this feeling because for the first time in many years I have started to feel like myself again. I have started to call people, I have started to share my life with my friends. I feel whole again. I love how he brings out the best in me, he makes me push my boundaries, and get out of my comfort zone but he is always there. He stays no matter what. I love how courageous he is so he is honest upfront, it saves so much of our energy. And it’s really amazing to share my story with someone who has had a similar past but has gotten over it completely. I think our pasts make us even more compatible with each other. It helps us find a common ground and respect each other even more because of what we have been through. I love how humorous he is. He makes me laugh so much. I love hanging out with his mom and sister. We go out to shop. I love discussing cricket with him and his dad.

All of this is because I had faith. Faith in myself and in the Universe because I believed that I am worthy of love and I am willing to return it. I am worthy of everything that I desire. I had faith in spite of the fact that I had not had any luck in love for the last few years until now.

Thank you so much to the Universe. Thank you so much for The Secret.  Thank you, Universe. Thank you for bringing him into my life.