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Don’t Give Up Hope.
Submitted by: Crystal
berlinI am very sensitive, a bit shy and a crazy person.
For years I had been lonely and depressed. Then I slowly decided that something had to change because I was feeling completely hopeless. I had lost many friends and attracted bad guys into my life. I didn’t know anymore what happiness was. The only good thing in my life was that I was healthy and ambitious and had a good family and a lot of imagination. Even after finishing college and earning enough money to live a good life, I was unhappy with my job and with myself as life seemed so senseless. I hated the city I was living in that brought bad people and sadness into my life. I knew it was wrong to think that way and I knew that The Secret existed.
I slowly realized that I had no plan for my life so no visualizations were possible. I couldn’t even imagine a dream partner after being single for 7 years. I also realized that I was too critical of myself.
I began to think that everything was simple. I set myself some big goals but I stopped thinking that everything I don’t have was hard to get. I thought about being surrounded by people who liked me and who I love, doing a fulfilling job and having a good partnership. I lived the energy of having all those things. I began to have peace with my worst situations.
Slowly everything began to change. It didn’t happen that quickly but it was a process of a couple of years that I really enjoyed. I learned so much about myself that there were so many things I began to love in my environment.
Today, I am really happy. The love that I had been waiting for for so many years came into my life when I finally got myself to love me as I am. I still work on looking better but accepting myself was a good start. I found out that happiness is a choice.
I started using my creative energy to do the job I always wanted to do.
I just wanted to share my story because there are so many people out there who have lost a good job, a good friend or a big love or stopped dreaming, or just forgot how to be happy and lost all hope. To those people, I want to say that everything can change. Do not lose hope, start dreaming.