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Believing And Becoming A Mommy.
Submitted by: BB🤍
Chicago, ILA young believer in all good things, eternally grateful for The Secret and for the Universe.
Hello world,
My hope is to inspire you to believe in all good things and that you can truly have everything you want in this life. You just have to believe it!
All of my life, I dreamed about becoming a mommy. And to live the so called “white picket fence life”. I will start off with saying that I always believed that my soul mate and love of my life was out there and after many years we finally found each other. My heart knew as soon as I met him that he was my person. However, he did not come exactly as I had imagined him. He was divorced and already had his own children. And there is nothing wrong with that at all. I just never imagined me marrying someone who already had been married or who already had children. He also had a vasectomy.
Early on we talked about him reversing it as I knew that I wanted a child of my own. It was easy to believe it would all work out because we were so high on love. Ya know, the super lovey, dovey stages. We definitely had our tests and turbulences but our love always won.
A couple of years after dating he got the vasectomy reversed and we started trying to have our baby. A couple more years past and no baby. It started to really take a toll on our relationship because I felt like I was getting older and wanted to be a mommy already. I got inpatient and it started to really tear us apart. I did not like who I was becoming and I knew I needed to snap out of it so I began to start reading my positive books.
I had heard about The Secret many moons ago but I finally decided to read it. I loved the way I was feeling and just wanted a sip of this book every day so I got it, and I also got The Greatest Secret on audio as well.
Out of the blue I got a phone call with a job offer. The offer doubled my salary and it was for a much higher position than I had at the time. I also believe I manifested that with The Secret as well but we will leave that story for another day. So, I got so wrapped up in my work and was experiencing this whole other world and respect from colleagues that I was loving the new boss woman I was becoming. I was making very good money and was just working my tail off. I had not even thought about becoming a mommy anymore because I was so busy with work.
It was not until one day that I was having dinner with a friend that she asked how the baby planning was going and I said, “There is no planning!” I am too busy with work and I now I just realized that it was ok if I do not become a mom. Maybe it is just not for me! I am ok with it and now I realize that maybe what I am meant for is to be a leader and entrepreneur!”
It was at that moment that I realized I had truly let it go. Little did I know that my baby boy was already in my belly. Literally! I mean he had to have been placed there within the last 2 to 3 days. I think the Universe was waiting for me to let it go. Just how the saying goes, “What you resists, persists”.
Rhonda talks about having our own “sign”, for example a unicorn or something meaningful to us that will let us know we are on the right path. So mine became a white heart because that was the first thing that came to mind. I recall never really seeing it or looking for it much after that.
During my entire pregnancy I played the books on audio to keep my mind right for me and my baby. I did that especially a week before delivery and let me tell you, I had the most magical delivery experience anyone could ask for. During my delivery, I had a euphoric, dream-like experience with what I would like to say is the higher power. Specifically, with my grandpa and uncle who have both passed. I could see a magical land with waterfalls, flowers, and mountains. And a pack of mostly men dressed in white walking along the mountain path. I never saw anyone’s face but I felt that they were my people. I knew I was in the hospital bed but I was also there with them in spirit. My grandpa was the leader and he was the only one talking. He was telling me not to worry and that everything was going to be ok and that it was now time for me to reconcile with my son. Then he called him by his name we had chosen for him. He said, it is time for you to be with him again and in this life time you are in. Which if you have read the first chapters of The Greatest Secret, you know it talks about infinite beings and this all just confirmed it for me.
Thank you, thank you, thank you! I finally had my sweet boy that I had always dreamed of. He was hand delivered by God and the Universe and all of my guardian angels and he was stamped with a big birthmark in the shape of a heart
on the back of his leg. This was all after many years of struggling in another relationship, a failed engagement and many nights of crying myself to sleep. I always believed, and I found my Prince Charming, and I am a mommy to the most precious little boy. Thank you, thank you, thank you!
What is meant for you, will find you, you just have to believe!
Thank you, thank you, thank you! Thank you so very much to Rhonda and the Universe for coming into my life. I am and will always be eternally grateful.