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Believe In Healing And Miracles!
Submitted by: Faith
MacedoniaArchitecture student.
In September last year, I wanted to do something new and fresh for myself. In short lines, I will tell my life story.
My life began as a happy and healthy child who was very ambitious and wanted to achieve everything in my life. I had never been told that I was an adopted child but somehow, I knew about that from a very young age. In the 4th grade of my education, we had an assignment to write about our New Year’s wishes. My wishes were for every orphan to have a caring family and a cozy home to live in!
As I said, at that time I did not know that I was an orphan at one point in my life but I think that was my intuition or something else that I can’t describe. When my parents read my essay, they started hugging me and crying. They were speechless. At that time, I thought this was a normal reaction because it was the first essay that I wrote and they were so proud of me. But little did I know that the essay that I wrote was my life story.
As the years passed, I started to realize that my parents were not my biological parents. But I never wanted to confront them because I thought that when the time comes, they would tell me their story. When I turned 18, they told me about their long infertility journey and their miracle child, which was me!
This is the most important part of my life story. The next four years started the ‘dark’ period of my life. I moved from my home and started to live with my boyfriend at that time. I was not happy but I was living with him for four years because I thought that this was what I deserved and that I could not do anything to change it.
It was during this time frame that I reached the lowest point in my life. I felt stuck and did not have the motivation to finish my college year. I felt like I could not do anything to cheer myself up. So I started questioning myself:
Why did my boyfriend not appreciate me?
What am I doing in this house?
Why did I leave my parents and decide to live apart from them?
Why would someone leave me when I was just a baby?
Was my life destined to be so hard from the beginning?
When I felt lonely and sad, I thought about my birth mother and why she left me. I had so many questions to ask but I did not want to hurt my parents by asking them questions that they probably could not answer anyway. So I was always crying and wondering if this is how my life would go now and forever. I thought that I was just going to always feel sad and that I could not do anything else to change that.
Then one day a miracle happened, and I started my new life!
My journey began very spontaneously. I went to a book fair with my friend because we won 2 tickets for some giveaways. When we were there, I had one thought on my mind and that was, “You have to change your life!”
I had that thought throughout the years, but I never did anything to begin my journey because I was too scared to move forward. I did not know how to leave my “comfort” zone.
At that fair, I bought books for self-awakening. The books that changed my life that I got there were:
“The Power of Your Subconscious Mind” – Joseph Murphy
“The Power of Personality” – Orison Svet Marden
“Thought of Vibration or The Law of Attraction in the Thought World” – William Walker Atkinson
In the past year, a miracle happened. From a young age, I knew that I would be a successful and independent woman, but over the years that followed I no longer had my confidence and I was feeling lost.
I told you my story from the beginning but now I want to share with you my life changes thanks to The Secret, the law of attraction, The Power of the Subconscious Mind, and The Power.
As I started to read those books, somehow I gained the power to leave my boyfriend at that time, and I started focusing on building my life from scratch. I started dating the love of my life, and shortly after that, we started living together in a country house that my parents own. Now we are living our dream life!
Meanwhile, I joined a Facebook group for finding biological parents, and in a matter of minutes, I found a post from someone that had my birthdate. I have a unique date so the possibility that I am the child that they were trying to reach was very high. I texted them as soon as possible because I was so curious to find out if they were my biological parent. In the next few hours, I was sure that I had found them. The following month we met and did DNA testing, and we matched!
After a couple of months, my boyfriend and I bought scratching tickets and, we won a huge sum of money! I know this sounds like an imaginary story but I am telling you it is all 100% true. Sometimes I can’t believe everything that has happened in the previous year. There are a lot of other things that have happened in the previous year and if I start to write about all of them there will be no space left!
I am feeling so happy right now because I know I am in a wonderful place where I can control my life through my mind.
The life lesson that I learned is that you are the creator of your life through your thoughts. You can have everything that you want and desire! Believe in yourself!
Thank you, thank you, thank you!