Firstly, I want to say I was wishing only last week that the day would come when I could finally write my story! I never expected it would be so soon! I am so thankful for everything in my life now, and I genuinely believe I have a fantastic life ahead of me! I will try not to make it too long!

I am a 26 year old woman who has suffered from mental health problems, and severe depression, and has spent the last ten years doing nothing but suffering. I never thought I’d be happy again!

Then, about two years ago, my niece’s mom told me to read this book called The Secret! I’d seen it around but never took note of it until then. I tried to apply it and started to see a little difference. I was fairly happy for a while, and then I forgot all about it, something I will never do again! For this reason:

This year has been terrible! In January, I had a man who I loved, a job which I actually really enjoyed. I had just recently passed my driving test and was on my way to getting my first car! Then bam! One thing after another, like a snowball. Me and my man broke up, and I found out I was pregnant. I was happy but sad that we couldn’t make it work and had to find out afterward that pregnancy was making me feel really ill, and I lost my job about two weeks later. Then, I lost my baby in March. I broke down completely, blamed my ex for everything, and hated him but also loved him; I didn’t want to let go. I said awful things to him, and he tried to stay friends with me, but I had pretty much driven him to hate me, and he told me that we would never be together again.

I went into a deep depression for the rest of the year until now, to the point of considering suicide. I had no money; I was broke! I had no job and no car. I had shut out everyone and never felt so alone in my life. But I started to realize that I did truly love him and I needed him back in my life after what I had been through.

Then about two weeks ago, I remembered The Secret and decided to read it again as I was feeling this was my last hope, my only hope! I started thinking about how I would love my own mobile nail business as I had intended in the previous year! How I’d love to make my own money and not work for anyone! And how much I truly loved my ex and wanted him back. I was desperate to get my life back together and be happy. I’d tried a lot of times over the past months to get him back. I tried everything, but he said there was no chance! We just seemed to argue and disagree constantly.

So I started imagining doing all the things we had once planned, being happy together and in love! I tried to contact him two weeks ago, but we argued as always, and he told me never to contact him again. I started keeping a diary of all the things I am thankful for in my life, including him like he was still in it!

Then last week I got the idea to set up an online shop and sell nails to save up for my car! I haven’t done nails in months because of a lack of motivation, although it is my profession. Out of nowhere, I had so much motivation!!! I got straight to it making sets of nails to sell and am in the process of setting up online, and I know it’s going to be a big success!!

Then I got a letter saying I had some money that was owed to me, and I would get it around the 20th of November! That was in two weeks’ time, and it’s enough for me to buy a car!! Already!!

Then, my ex contacted me yesterday. He then came to see me, and we sat in his car to talk. I had asked for a sign from the Universe a few days earlier, anything at all, to let me know he still has love for me! We argued at first like usual! He said he had only come to check to see if I was ok because he knew how depressed I had been and was worried. I don’t think he had any intention of anything more than that! Then he touched my hand and held it, and a shiver went down my spine. I looked into his eyes and literally felt the love, and I knew it was my sign!! It was like the Universe shifted before my eyes, and he was looking at me differently as if he felt it too! Then he gave me some money to help me until I had some coming in.

I went into my house blown away! So happy and grateful! So last night, I kept imagining that he would come and see me again or text and ask me to go out for a Chinese buffet next Friday! I imagined it all night, thinking in a week’s time, I’d have my chance! But no!! Today, I was about to eat dinner. I was hungry, and my mom had put it on the table and then called me downstairs, but for some unknown reason, I had no idea why I didn’t want it anymore, although I was hungry. I said I’d eat it later and went upstairs. I looked at my phone, and there was a text from him!! Asking if I was home! I replied yes, and wait for it… he texted back and asked me if he could come round, and we would order Chinese food!! That was why I did not want my dinner all of a sudden!!!

I was in shock and could not get the smile off my face! I truly believe!! Thank you, thank you, thank you!

We did not discuss our relationship; we just chilled, ate, and had a good time. Then we kissed!!! I know he is mine again, and after everything that has happened this year, I know there is no other explanation other than the law of attraction!!

I am so grateful to Rhonda and everyone else involved with sharing The Secret, and all of your amazing Secret stories. They have given me so much faith and inspiration! I am grateful for all the love in my life and grateful for God, the Universe, and all that is good in this beautiful life! God bless you all, every single one of you, and just remember to never stop believing. Faith is everything!!!