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Submitted by: April E B
Odessa TxI am 50 years old. I have been married 4 times and one husband died and no I didn’t kill him, lol. I have 2 children and 6 grandkids. I have been a nurse for 31 years. I have dealt with depression for years and have been in several mental health institutions and drug rehabilitation centers. I have been homeless. But The Secret and The Magic changed my life.
I am 50 years old and I have dealt with years of depression, anxiety, and feelings of unworthiness. I have gone through 4 marriages and one of my partners passed away. I was sexually molested as a child and I have been raped as an adult, and physically beaten by men, one after the other, because I was searching for love from the wrong the places. I am a recovering addict and alcoholic. I recently lost my Mom who passed away right here with us in my daughter’s home. I am a nurse and I felt like I killed her, giving her meds to her die.
I have been in multiple mental health institutions. I have been homeless. I have experience fibromyalgia, body aches, and unspeakable pain. I have not been able to work this past year. I have always had such low self-esteem but I have always had a sense of humor and try to build others up.
My sponsor had me watch The Secret a couple years ago but I forgot about it when Momma died. The second week of this November, my health plummeted. The Secret popped into my head and I watched it. Then I watched it again and then I listen to The Magic.
I started applying everything that Rhonda has taught. I went down rabbit hole. I got up every morning praising God for everything, for my body, my health, and my family. I started feeling amazing. I found a real love for myself. I wrote down every person’s name that ever abused me and wrote down my gratitude towards them. I got The Secret Super App on my phone and it is the first thing I open in the morning, even before I get out of bed. I walk around the house with earplugs listening to recordings of affirmations filled with gratitude going into my ears. Thank you, thank you, thank you!
I know this is a long story but I am so absolutely grateful to you, Rhonda. That you came into my life. Because when I open up my Bible, I really know how much God truly loves me. Now I really love myself and I really appreciate you so much Rhonda because I have tried to commit suicide before but now all I want to do is show people that life is so beautiful and that there is hope. I love you!