I first read The Secret 3 years ago and instantly saw a transformation in how I felt and the things happening around me. My work situation improved. I had more money than ever. A long term illness went into remission. I found love and then noticed wherever I went, people were drawn to me. I actually felt like I was a magnet. After The Secret I read The Power and The Magic.
For the past few months I had been pretty down. My long term illness had flared up again, I’ve been diagnosed with depression and I am also struggling with my work and love life. I had been trying to think positively but I think part of me had given up. I don’t actually know how I had got to this point but I can’t remember the last time I truly believed in myself and my goals.
When I read The Power, I chose my own special symbol, the first thing that came into my head, a black bird. I did notice during worrying or happy or sad times, there would always be a black bird out there somewhere.
Earlier today I had been crying in bed, thinking when will life get better again? I walked into the kitchen and stared out of the window and said ‘Universe give me a black bird!’ No bird came and I was about to go to bed again when I thought, hold on! Then I closed my eyes and really believed the Universe would present me with a black bird. Over and over I visualised it and then opened my eyes and counted down from ten. As I reached 4, my eyes fell on a beautiful black bird sitting proudly on the corner of a house, not so far away. And that for me, was my sign from the Universe. The Universe telling me where I had been going wrong lately. I had been asking for help but not believing in it.
Today I rise again. The next time I write here it will be to tell you that I’ve attracted all of those other things to me again. My health, the scriptwriting career my heart desires and happiness.
Best wishes of eternal happiness to you all.