A shift in awareness is a shift into the infinite.

When I first read The Secret, I was so inspired, I went to town and did not accept any less for myself and my desires. The sky is the limit! For the moment at least!

I used The Secret Super App to write down all my wants and desires. I used The Secret To Money app to send checks to the Universe and spend my money every day.

That initial spark was magical, however, I slowly but surely let my thinking mind creep back in. It has a subtle way of doing that. I started doing these things as a mechanical exercise, and nothing “big” appeared, my beliefs were that if I do this, then it should all come! Small things and important things still came to me. This was always when I sat down and really thought about what it was I wanted from my current state. I use lists and scripting and I have manifested a lot of things, including a specific 3-figure win of money in order to purchase an expensive music software suite. I manifested a creative job and an amazing team. This was from an admin job to a lucrative, creative job, so this was a nice demonstration of intention and bridge of incidents. This also included a good pay increase, not to mention the numerous other things that have appeared along the way.

Up until recently my thinking mind would be grumpy and look for ways to justify how the big things weren’t coming. I left it with an air of “well, they aren’t coming so why waste my energy”. Yes, I have had a word with the old gray matter on this! Meanwhile, I was still getting other things that I was desiring. That included a new career and a pay increase. My awareness of the overall process was limited, therefor my reality was limited too.

Then at the beginning of this year, suddenly and unexpectedly, my father passed away. This was a blow to the whole family. My last remaining parent was connected to source, that was true. And despite his being diagnosed with Vascular Dementia, he was still sharp to the end.

While I am still in the grieving stage, I think this has re-awakened my feelings and awareness. Having re-read The Secret and the law of attraction, the spark of source awareness has come back. I feel guided by love from the source, my awareness has expanded beyond what could ever be written down. It is our emotional, feeling center that is our power, our connection to the bigness. While the mind is such a beautifully complex and necessary piece of the puzzle, I believe that this is indeed The Secret. That it is this awareness, being aware of what I am feeling, and my beliefs, and checking if they are serving or not serving my desired life, that is the key to experiencing the life and experiences I desire.

From this awareness, I am using a little discipline and faith to work through the nonserving concepts of mind that create blocks in my energy. It is a beautiful journey that has many millions of exciting things to experience. Like being aware of my thoughts and using love and faith to rework or remove the nonserving concepts. This is a challenge but what could be a more special journey? Using this to send love out ahead of you to everyone known or unknown. Once you get to presence and stillness, you can start to transform with gratitude, faith, and imagination, the things you want to experience
without limit. Start small, feel it as natural, and take time out to breathe when you can. You just have to allow it.

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