A Drastic Change!
I invested our money in real estate and lost all of it with the economic downturn. My husband had quadruple bypass surgery and an aortal valve replacement several years ago which first made him depressed, then extremely dependent on me and now he has beginning stages of Alzheimer’s and must be fed. Last year, I could only afford to eat bean soup once a day and of course feed my husband properly. My house is under foreclosure and I haven’t been able to pay the bills properly. It is a mess!
I was given the movie which I watched thousands of times whenever I could, between working at my desk or caring for my husband.
A friend of my husband’s widow called to ask about him one day and I just began to cry. I felt so weak at that moment although I always believed I was successful and imagined a wonderful life.
The widow sent me two checks which was the start of changing my life. I know success is right around the corner as I see my life changing for the better daily. I have so much to be thankful for and I am so happy! There are times when I think back but I always catch myself and see the light that is shining on me.
I was unsuccessful in trying to meditate for about a year and a half but just recently I have felt it for the first time. Although I sometimes skip a day or two or cannot “feel” that feeling I have, or don’t have the time to devote to it, I know the presence is there always guiding me and making the path for me. How fortunate we are to know of this. I try to tell everyone!