10 Years of dreaming and searching
This story begins in the year 1998.
I was 17 years old and became a co-worker of a 17 year-old guy. We connected in so many ways. He made me laugh like no other person, he understood where I was coming from and he made me feel like I’d found ‘home.’
After 8 days our ways split up. We promised to stay in touch, but ‘friends’ decided otherwise.
My grandmother died and I got depressed.
But after 2 years I started dreaming about my ex co-worker.
Two dreams every year. And after waking up, I missed him like crazy. But my searching never gave the right result.
In 2007 a friend tipped me to see and read The Secret. I did, even though I was very skeptical at first. But while I was watching the movie I cried. I understood that this whole 27 years of my life were in my own hands and that I kind of screwed up by thinking negative thoughts.
In December 2007 I became the person that I should be.
3 Months later I found that ex co-worker who made me laugh 10 years ago. We met and we clicked like before! 5 Months later we found the perfect house to start with. And at this very day we are together for 2.5 years!
I realize that I never got the results of my searching because I never believed in finding that one person and I never believed I was worth it to be happy.