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Write it down
Submitted by: Susan B.
GeorgiaSingle mother
I was (and still am) in love with someone, and didn’t think I could ever be with him. I was in a marriage that I knew would soon end. These feelings I had and couldn’t show, haunted me. So I wrote down how I wanted it to play out. That he secretly had feelings for me and that circumstances brought us together.
Well, six months later, we started finding excuses to spend time together or talk. Finally, a couple of weeks later we both let each other know that we had secretly admired the other and yearned to be with the other. We have now been together 2 and 1/2 years. However, about nine months ago we did break up, but not because we weren’t in love. I had feared that I would lose him because, “How could I be so happy and could this relationship really last?” I know it was fear that caused it. I started dating someone else that lasted briefly, and my daughter said, “Do you think you will get back with ___?” That sentence never left me. I said probably not, but my heart didn’t.
About a month later he sent me two dozen roses and wanted to get back together. Our love is as strong as ever. I try to resist negative feelings and replace them with positive. I now try to vision even more positive things that will lead to us committing to a longer relationship. There is a song that I play every morning that reminds me to “remind him” through the universe that I am the one.