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A blessing in disguise
Submitted by: Maria
Boston, Ma23 year old woman who finally gets to sleep and finally can live . Mind free, soul free
I was feeling lousy in my relationship for the past month and a half . My boyfriend and I broke up. Obviously I was hurt. I cried everyday since the break up and i begged the Universe to help me get rid of that pain but i just didn’t know how that was going to happen.
Well, I have a test coming up soon so since I couldn’t focus, I thought I would practice my meditation skills (lol) and so I meditated. Well, sort of. Pretended to be a child with no care in the world, and felt no pain. I did this for about 20 minutes .
When I was done I thought, “ummm I should make a list of things I’m grateful for.” And I did. That’s what I wanna thank The Secret for.
My gratitude list went from that to affirmations back to gratitude and when I made this list of everything positive in my life, I realized that I have been wanting this for a long time. I wanted to be truly loved, to be independent, to be happy, REALLY happy. I wanted to be strong as a person. I wanted to reach my goals, to go beyond anything I thought possible, and so far I have been. I have taken steps to reach my goals ever since the break up without knowing.
I realized I was never truly loved by him, that I was being given the chance to happiness today. I asked for this, I wanted this . I’m soooo grateful for this break up and I cant wait for everything to happen as I pictured .
If you are hurt, please think back on how you felt during your time with that person and think about your real desires. I’m grateful because I have the chance to just be happy and reach my goals to experience love the way is meant to be.