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The Weird Feeling Of Forgiving.
Submitted by: Merissa Shelburne
Louisville, KYI am a loving, honest and funny person. I love animals and love new things. I have a very wonderful job and I love life.
I always tried to be a positive and happy person but all the things going on my life made me think of negative things, fear and worry just was in my thoughts every single day. I have 5 children. In the past, there were people who did bad things to me that made it so hard for me to forgive them. I carried this burden on my shoulder for years. I read books on how to forgive and forget. I have read the book The Secret in the past and applied it to my life but never got results.
Last January, I went back to Japan to visit relatives and noticed that my niece who I introduced to the book The Secret, had no cable at home, just a smart TV and all they watch is Netflix, no newspapers and they have the happiest life. When I came home to the U.S. I got so stressed out about life, my sons, my husband and everything, that I started having anxiety attacks. My doctor put me on medication. My niece in Japan told me to go back and read The Secret. I told her I lost the book and I will buy another one.
One day I decided to get it and read it. On the second day of re reading the book, I suddenly felt a weird feeling that something was just lifted off my shoulders. My whole body was so light, a feeling I really cannot describe. I went home that day, I hugged my dog and said I love you and I just felt the whole feeling inside me full of love. It was a very wonderful feeling. I felt that I did not have any hate or anger left inside me and I felt like a very wonderful human being and I knew at that moment I was in line with the Universe.
The next day I was going to work at my other job, I have a part time and a full time job. I said to myself, “Today, I will be early, I will have the best parking spot in front of my work and I will have a lot of sales.”.
Well, as you know, it all happened. I got to work 30 minutes early, I parked my car right on the first spot in the parking lot in front of my work and I made a $4000 sales that day. My store manager was so happy!
Everything from there on was just awesome. I have not taken any of my anxiety pills since and I feel great and the best part, no matter when my husband says something to make me mad, I just cannot get angry. I just keep quiet and listen. I know in my heart that I am now aligned with the Universe and I will be able to work my life to a happier and peaceful life at home and elsewhere.
Thank you, thank you, thank you to The Secret! Now I can gladly say that I love my life and my life is awesome!