Two Years Of Trying
This is a story about turning desperation to joy.
After so much trouble, the love of my life decided to leave me two years ago. That was the darkest moment of my life. Everything went wrong: career, family, relationships were all pretty messed up. When I was crawling through the darkness, I found The Secret in one of a local bookstores close to work. That immediately caught my attention, and I decided to buy it and read it.
I finished the book very quickly as I was not able to put it down when I started. I read it for many times and was so inspired by the book. Not long after, I bought the DVD from Amazon and watched it whenever I felt like I needed to be cheered up. During work, I even played the DVD on my laptop, just listening to it for motivation during rough days. Whenever I did this, I felt great afterward. I really thought that The Secret did help so I also bought quite a few copies to give to colleagues, friends, and family.
In my mind, I never stopped my desire to attract my love back to me. Back then, it seemed to be impossible as she was so determined to stay away from me. She was with some guy whom she thought gave her the relationship that she wanted. But it didnt seem to be working for her. Whenever she felt down, she kept coming back to me for comfort (but that was the only thing she wanted.) She didn’t want to come back to me no matter how hard I tried.
Of course, I was very discouraged. But I never gave up hope, and always focused on ways taught by The Secret. I put a picture of a couple holding each other and put our names underneath the picture on the cubical of our wall. I typed out that she would return to be and stay happily with me forever, along with goals that I wanted to achieve. I printed that out and taped that on the wall of my cubical, in the inner covers of all my notebooks to remind me. I pumped that out of my laptop the first thing when I came to my office in the morning and read it before I started my day. I did that for two years.
Well, guess what? We got back together in March of 2009! It was exactly two years after we broke up. In these two years, there was no sign at all that she would come back to me; however, I never gave up trying. I was so trilled and grateful for what the Universe had granted me. This was the best gift of my life! Now I can really come here and share my story with everyone. It might take a bit longer for me, but it still happened regardless. Our relationship still needs some work. I am surely using the ways taught by The Secret every day and I am very certain that we will fix our relationship and that it will be getting better and better!
Now I am so inspired and encouraged so that I put more things with much bigger scale in all areas, wealth, career, family, and charity etc. that I want to achieve in my life. I am sure they are there waiting for me to achieve in a not-so-distant future!
Thank you all for always sharing your inspiring story with people who are in the darkest time of their life. It is just like a torch to guide people through the toughness and roughness. Thank you Rhonda and the team for sharing such wonderful information with humankind. And most of all, thank the Universe for always providing us love, compassion, and abundance.