Trust Your Dream.
First of all, I would love to thank Rhonda for the way she changed my life through her books, her website, and all the stories published here.
I had read her books several years ago but seldom used them with the right intensity. This year at the beginning of the month of February, my soulmate broke up with me out of the blue. We had some discussions before it happened but they always ended with the intention to try again.
This time was different. He said he didn’t love me anymore and that he had stopped loving me even before that day. So he left me and our 6 year old daughter. He moved with all his stuff to his brother’s house and he seemed to be happy and confident regarding his decision.
I felt destroyed, as if I had a hole in my chest. My life seemed empty and it was hard to wake up every day. I cried. I struggled. I blamed myself, and nothing seemed to have any meaning for me. I asked for help from a therapist but after a few appointments, I didn’t feel any better. My biggest problem was that due to our child, I was forced to meet with him every two days when my biggest desire was to run away and hide from him.
I started my gratitude diary and every single day I wrote down all the things I was grateful for. I made I vision board where I put all the pictures we had together, plus images of a couple laughing, playing, holding themself and a special one, and a joyful couple with a lot of boxes around them as if he was moving to her home.
I left everything exactly as my ex had left it. I put out new soap and a clean towel for him. I bought his favorite tea and always said thank you to him every time he came over to pick up our child.
It was hard. Sometimes I felt stupid. My friends kept telling me that he didn’t deserve me or that I was an idiot to hope for him to be coming back. That sometimes pushed me to give up or to believe that they were right and I was wrong. I can tell you now to never let others destroy or ruin your beliefs. Run away from people who talk in a way that makes you feel bad, or simply choose to talk about something else. Remember to focus only on beautiful things. Don’t be rude to yourself, we all are human and it is normal to feel sad sometimes. Just try to stand up and put your complete faith in the Universe.
After 7 long months, he is back! He came back out of the blue, without any request from me. It happened just when I was starting to let him go. He’s a brand new man, even better than what I could have imagined for myself!
Thank you, thank you, thank you!
I realize now that 7 months, and not a day less, was the right amount of time he needed to come back in this way. In a way that was aligned with both of our desires. The Universe knows the right time for each dream you may have. So have trust, have belief, and never stop dreaming.
A big hug to all the people reading my story. I never thought it could happen to me, I swear. Now I realize how much is still out there waiting for me and I am happy, excited, and grateful.