This Is My Story And My Life.
I am sitting here and just finished watching the full movie of The Secret. I have done this many times since 2013. I remembered I was struggling before the year I discovered The Secret. I was not living life, I was surviving to live the life that I was longing and wanting to live.
After I graduated with my Nursing degree in 2012, I thought that I had a bright future but it did not happen that way because I still had to pass the local board exam to become a Registered Nurse. I took the exam in the same year, around December, and got the results in January 2013, but sad to say I didn’t pass. It was a terrible moment in my life. I was depressed and hurt because that was the first time I took an exam and failed. I was totally shy to my family and friends about it but I still kept going on.
I flew back with my sisters and went to Angeles City, Pampanga to search for a better future and a better life. My sister kept pushing me to review again, she sent me to the review center and to study again for the exam. I took the 2nd local board exam on June 2013 and unfortunately I did not make it again, for the 2nd time around. I already said to myself that maybe this was not the profession that was really meant for me, so I tried some other jobs. I applied in the call center industry, went to school and studied the flow of it, but I didn’t pass the interviews. I tried in the pharmacy as a pharmacist assistant, but I did not pass the preliminary exam. I told to myself that I must not be a smart or intelligent person as I was failing at all these things. Why can others do it, but I can’t do it myself? My self-esteem started to go way down and my confidence was missing. I went back to our hometown thin and stressed. There were real changes in my physical appearance because of all the things that were happened in my life.
One day, my sister in Michigan, USA called me. She talked about her friend who read and practiced The Magic and she was now in Hawaii living her dream. She bought The Magic book and sent it to us. I did not know that it was the beginning of my life changing moments. When I received the book in my hand, the first thing I did was read it with all my heart and sinking into every detail of it. I started counting my blessings every day.
Then it just came into my mind as I woke up in the morning to file and take the board exam again. My family had kept telling me not to lose hope but I had doubts. But when I read the book, it was clearly changing my thoughts and I said to myself that I would go to the big city tomorrow and file. I will do what they said because that is also what I really wanna do. I filed the next day and came home with an amazing experience that I had not had in the past.
I did my self review like last time but this time I also was continuously reading and practicing The Magic book every day and every night. What was happening during the entire course was truly a miracle. I waited for the results saying that I was a Registered Nurse. I felt the deepest feeling of gratitude. I was enormously happy knowing that I would become a Registered Nurse soon and that I would take good care of my patients.
I woke up one beautiful morning and felt The Power deep inside me. I said this is it, I am already a Registered Nurse. Just a few minutes later my friend called me on the phone. She said that the results already came out. Without hesitation I dropped my phone and went directly to the internet cafe visualizing that my name was written on the site. With tears of joy I saw my name was on the list of passers in the July Nursing Licensure Exam!!!
I was so very happy and proud of myself. From the attendant at the internet cafe to my dad who stood in front of our mini store, I hugged and shook hands and said I am a Registered Nurse! My dad, mom and the rest of my family were so happy for me that I had finally made it! I did what I promised our neighbors before I took the exam, that when I passed, I would treat them to snacks, and I did that. It was really a dream come true!
Now, after several years of applying The Secret in my life, it has opened up so many different and amazing things that I am just so surprised and wowed by it. I started working in the small clinic, got wonderful and nice friends, then transferred to working in the hospital, got a great job offer and it just goes on and up. It flows like a wave in the ocean.
My top 10 desire list just jumped to #3 and I crossed it off with deep joy and happiness inside me. It completely open up my life to what I truly want and what I want to achieve and become. I wrote one of my desires was to get a US visa. Without any idea how I would get it, a very good man helped me and he also became an instrument to achieving my greatest dream in life, to be married with a perfect and loving husband in a garden wedding. I walked down that very aisle with tears in my eyes and knowing that this was always what I wanted and this is what I had seen and visualized and it actually became reality.
I still can’t believe the manifestations in my life, how powerful I am, how I am capable of it all. All of the sudden, what I had only dreamed of is shaping before my very eyes and I hold it in my hands. I am the creator of my life. I am Michael Angelo and David, I am sculpting my life.
This is my story and this is my life.