The Secret Changed My Life
I had an so called OK life, until the year 2008. It changed my life completely. That was the year I joined college after high school and I was in my first year of my diploma. Maybe I was still a bit naive to what was happening at that time. I sorta had a broken family despite staying in the same house. Dad is very hot tempered and he has a mistress. Mum was trying to find money for me and my sister. Had I know what was going to happen, I would have stopped my mum. I just didn’t know. In October 2008, my mum went for a trip to China and never came home. It was devastating as she was suppose to be back on a Sunday, where she left on a Friday, she said it was some business that we didn’t have to struggle anymore. For months me, my dad and my sister were left clueless finding information about her. The pain we went through and the struggle. International police even thought she was dead, broke our hearts, but after a few months, we found out that she was caught with drugs and receiving sentence in a jail in China.
For all these years, I was in pain, anger, loneliness and just so quiet most of the time. In year 2008 December, I went for a religious camp where I met C, and we were in a relationship. I guess, I felt loved by someone but I was definitely making things hard. Of course first few months were great in a relationship but I started being so negative about everything, and particularly blame it on my mum. If she had not gone, none of this will happen and we will have a normal life.
In January 2012, I just had this thought and said to myself “I want someone to attract C and he will fight the seduction and choose me”, honestly after that we were fighting and fighting all the time. I went overseas for a cousins wedding and we totally lost touch for a month and when I came home I tried making contact with him but he was too busy. Later, he confessed to me that he was in love with someone else and my world shattered. Imagine 3 years of relationship just ended like that! I was devastated and lifeless. I tried killing myself so many times and I was even admitted in the hospital. My pain relievers were sleeping pills, and I lost so much of weight. I was directionless. I failed in believing in God even. But you know what? I escaped death many many times.
C’s mum was very nice to me, and she then suggested me to read The Secret or watch the movie. I saw a glimpse of the video clip in YouTube and it pulled me right away. I had no money to buy the book. But I keep reading about The Secret online. One day so happened my friend and I were walking in a bookstore and I showed her, I really want this book. She said, wait a minute, I have the movie, you should really watch it! And she gave it to me. From right then and there it totally changed my life. I straight away made my own vision board and I felt that my emotions were really strong that time and so I kept looking at the pictures of me and my boyfriend during our happy times. Can you see it’s magic? I had no money and the universe reacted to my wanting of The Secret movie/book. A few days later, my cousin even lent me her book copy of The Secret! Amazing right?
I was in terrible state during the breakup and things were so bad that I knew there was no hope that we were going to be together anymore. I just hold on to Ask, Believe and Receive.
One day I receive a call and my world started changing after that, believe me! No matter what people say or call me crazy, I am a follower of The Secret now. Though it’s hard to shut away the negative thought sometimes, but it’s all in our mind. We can change it. And I am still hoping and praying that my mum will return to us one day and it’s near. For all people reading my story, I plead to offer a prayer for my mum’s return.
Currently, I am staying with my dad, sister and he even brought in his mistress to stay with us. I have no say in it because my dad is funding my education. I know the hardship has passed and bright days are coming.
Everyday, in every way, miraculous solutions happens, and I give thanks for the blessings I receive and for my mum’s return.
I believe that my mum will return to me and my family will be once reunited again. Thank you for reading, and my humble request for you to offer a prayer to my mum. Only God can bless your kindness. It’s been four years now since I last saw my mum. The last was I gave her a hug and said I love you, I will see you on Sunday.
My advice, believe in The Secret with full heart as it will definitely attract what you are asking for. My purpose of writing is to strengthen my prayers for a better tomorrow.