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Submitted by: Dr nazrin
IndiaI live in a small town in Kerala. I am a doctor and I have my own dental clinic. My husband works in dental college in the same town. I have a twin sister who is currently doing her post graduation in a prestigious college.
I used to be a pessimistic person since my childhood. I never believed in miracles or karma. For me it was all about luck and fate. I thought myself very unlucky. About a year ago, my life was so miserable that I took pills to sleep. It all started with my friend’s mom being diagnosed with cancer. From that day on I simply worried about my mom getting cancer too. Mom too was bit worried about our future since my dad’s death. With in a year she was diagnosed with cancer.
My sister was also having a bad phase in her married life. I was trying to get pregnant after repeated failures. New problems kept popping up all the time. All these worries and bad feelings made her condition worse. Mom was always a strong optimist but this time she was anxious about us. I must say that she had a bad prognosis and succumbed to her disease. On that same day my sister gave birth to a baby girl. Nobody was there to take care of her. She had to take care of the baby and complete her studies.
After the funeral I had no idea what to do with my life. Whether to stay with my hubby or to go with my sister to take care of her baby. My sister needed 3 more years to complete her studies.
The next day my husband gave me a book called The Secret to read. I was not in a mood but I just opened the book and started reading the first page. What?? I ended up reading the complete book two times. I realised where I went wrong. Tears of joy rolled down my cheeks.
After that I went to stay with my sister for one week. Her husband then hired a nice person to look after their kid. I started writing a gratitude diary. I wished a job for my husband near my sister’s place so that I could live near my sister. With in a year he got transferred to the same town as my sister and now we all live in the same city helping each other! I am also sure that I will soon be pregnant. My baby is on the way.
I am still awed by the fact that simply a shift of feelings can change your entire life. All thanks to The Secret. Thank you to Rhonda. Thank you to the Universe.