I am a female in my later teens who lives in Maine, and I have had amazing experiences after watching the Secret when I was 13.

Recently, I met a person who I fell for immediately. He was a friend of a few friends, but we had never met before. I’d heard about him and he’d heard about me, but never had we crossed paths until the summer.

We hit it off immediately, and spent a lot of time together. It felt great to be able to allow myself to be close to someone, finally, after feeling lonely and isolated for an entire year, and not practicing the teachings of The Secret. This time, I decided that I wanted to make it happen, I wanted to be in a relationship with this person, and I knew I could do it. I started using The Secret again.

About a month passed and I noticed that I started feeling strange. No matter how much sleep I got, I was still tired. I couldn’t pay attention to anything, and I got very moody and irritable. I couldn’t remember what I did a few hours ago, and it was a major cause of distress in my life. This had a major effect on our relationship. It was around the time he told me the feelings were mutual, and I was excited, but a string of anxiety and panic attacks threw me off and got me on the wrong frequency.

I had all I could do to keep myself functioning. However, I knew that I would pull through it, and I could help myself be free from my debilitating anxiety and mood swings. I made a call to my psychiatrist and scheduled an appointment that day. That day, I was noticing the edges of my vision were sort of fuzzy, and I couldn’t concentrate. At my appointment, I was prescribed some anti-anxiety medication, to my delight. We also figured out that I had not been eating for the past 2 weeks. I would have a bowl of cereal here and there, and maybe a granola bar, but they were spaced far enough apart that my brain wasn’t functioning properly. So we decided I would eat every 4 hours during the day. I went home and ate, and then I took a nap. When I woke up, I felt incredible. I felt awake and coherent, and I was attentive. I was so incredibly grateful. I ate one more time and then spent the rest of the day playing music at a friend’s house.

When I returned home, I remembered how unnecessarily angry I got at the guy I have feelings for. I immediately apologized, explained the situation, and he understood. I knew, in that moment, that everything was fine and back to normal because I had the control back.

A few days later, we spent an entire day together, and it was fantastic. I felt amazing and fulfilled on a deep personal level. I knew he was happy that I was myself again, and really liked spending time with me. I was so grateful for all of the healing that took place in those few days.

Now we are a couple, and have the perfect relationship. I have never felt better about my life, and I know it will only continue to get better.

Thank You

With Love,

Olyvia.