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The New Meaning for ME
Submitted by: K.T.
Blackfoot, IdahoI got married at age 14 went through 2 relationships 3 children as a result of those relationships. I have held bitterness and anger towards the fathers because I felt i was left with all the problems, I battled drugs, went to prison, alcohol, instability for most of my life as well as constant depression, self blame, self hate, and hopelessness.
My mother called and told me about watching Oprah – she wanted me to record it. I ended up getting into the show at the tail end. I was curious so I decided to go to the website logging in I liked what I was learning so I looked into my book club and ordered the book.
These past 6 or 7 months I have been really doing alot of soul searching because my life was so full of struggles that seemed never ending. I have read every self help book, spiritual book, and the bible there was, I still felt there was something more I could be doing or I was missing. When I got the book I immediately began reading. For some reason I know, I have always known this, but never was really quite so aware of the power of attraction.
I have been noticing little changes as my reaction to the children when they are yelling at each other, or my reaction when my husband is complaining about something, I am not allowing their energy to affect me as I would in the past. In other words I use to feel like people’s emotions were sucking the life out of me and I would either try to avoid people altogether or I would end up leaving the situation feeling depressed, deflated and undeserving of anything good in life. But after reading and watching your video, it is just a reminder to me that there is something better in store for me If I allow it. I was so excited I have been telling my friends, mother, husband and children I would like them to watch the movie and read the book. I purchased a copy of the cd and make it a daily habit to listen to as much as I can get in.
I have been hanging signs of reminders all through the house (of course the children think I am crazy). But you will never know how glad I am that this information made its way into my home. My whole family was on the brink of crumbling and my marriage was about to be short lived, I have gotten that hope back that was lost and I just wish I could thank you all personally. I have never been so conscientiously aware of my thoughts ever in my life and my feelings. THANK YOU ALL.