The day after watching “The Secret”
As a single mother my bills have been more than I can pay and many other struggles have brought me down in such a bad way that it all seemed hopeless. One of my friends told me that i needed to watch “The Secret” I watched it on a Sunday night and felt so much energy and hope I was on fire!
At 42 years old….MY EYES ARE OPEN! Well, the next day, I thought about it all day long….I expected the best parking space and you name it …it was me. I picked my son up and drove home, checked the mail and yes I had a check and I was expecting it and also I had a BILL. I knew this bill was going to tell me that I owed two house payments so I waited till late that evening to open it. For some reason I had a very strong pull to open my bill. I opened this bill and it was showing that one payment had been made so I only owed one payment and I wasn’t even late yet. I was shocked! Then I thought well, things have really been crazy maybe I made it but I knew deep down I had not. The money just wasn’t there. I picked up the phone and called the mortgage company. The lady on the other end said, “Yes your payments are current and the last bill was paid on Oct. 30th.” For some reason I was compelled to ask, “Was this bill paid online or mailed in?” I had not mailed any bill or anything in the mail in over 5yrs so when she said it was mailed in, I burst into tears and she could hardly understand me. I told her my situation and that I never mail anything in and she said, “Let me see if I can retrieve who sent the check in.” When she came back, she stated, “All I know is that your payment was mailed in and it even covered the late fees.” I had not told ONE soul that I was even late on a payment. It was all between me and the GOOD LORD.