Thank God I Found The Secret
My success story is a little different being that what I “thought” I wanted, I didn’t receive.
I had been dating this guy for one whole year and during that time we broke up four times. I had been forcing the thought that this man is “the one” because he was the complete opposite of my estranged husband that I am divorcing.
Even though in my gut I knew something was off, I kept holding on and actually thought I could will him to “‘act right” in our relationship. My bad, the law of attraction only works for “YOU”and you are only in control of ”YOU”.
I had been using positive affirmations for about two weeks consistently. It was only yesterday that my best friend and I had a deep conversation about my relationship with this guy and I decided that I would watch his behavior for the next 3-5 months, then break up if there was no improvement.
I was one to suffer from low self esteem and was now embarking on building confidence and loving myself more. I decided to watch The Secret and was so fired up that I started to affirm:
“I radiate positive energy that is the magnet for all the love and confidence that I deserve and repel and remove anything and anyone from my life that doesn’t serve my greatest good”.
“I am not afraid of rejection, even if I am rejected I still love myself because I am valuable”.
I believed every word written above and felt it to my core. I knew that as I continued radiating love and have it grow inwardly I would be a happy woman in spite of what may ensue in the relationship. I continued my affirmation, taking into consideration the conversation I had with my best friend.
To my amazement, yet not entirely shocked, two hours after, I received a text from my now ex that he didn’t think he could continue with the relationship. In the text he attacked my character and indirectly stated that I wasn’t valuable enough.
I smiled through my pain because I knew this was the universe “repelling anything and anyone that didn’t serve my greatest good. And though he rejected me and considered me of low value, I knew I am valuable and so wasn’t as perturbed.
Anyone who knows me well from my past, would know that I love’ hard and thus become very devastated by breakups, with the ability to lose 20 lbs in 2 weeks.
I now embrace this new found person that I am, as though I shed a few tears, I am nothing like the person I used to be and am actually happy about the break up. I went to the gym today to commence my healthy weight loss regime! I reviewed the relationship in depth and took responsibility for the role I played in contributing to this break up. I now have a growing list of characteristics that my perfect partner has and was able to fully recognize that my ex fell short with respect to many of my desires.
I am happy to continue on this enriching, life transforming journey of creativity that I now embark and look forward to receiving all that I desire!