I read The Secret last year. It was easy for me to read and I wanted to jump out of my skin, grab everything good that the universe had to offer me. But I felt unworthy – my parents are dead, and I was still seeking approval from the grave. I ended up in a depression last November, and also ended up on antidepressants. This is not what I wanted in life – I needed to focus on what I WANT in life.
I went back to The Secret and I re-read it as I needed to relearn how to put what I want out to the universe, and my big request – finding that right career for me.
I saw an ad that jumped out at me for 4 months, so I finally picked up the phone and called about the program. I am finally saving for the course and this company hires the grads after the course is done. There are a lot of little things that I have asked for along the way, and I have received them. One that I did ask for was the guidance to see myself as worthy, giving, loving, and that I do deserve all of the good things that the universe has to give to me. YES – they are coming, and in a steady pace too. For the first time in my life, I feel excited about these gifts. I was told growing up how unworthy I was, not to look at men as I was so homely looking that no man would want me, and that I will never amount to anything.
I am living, I am excited and looking forward to new adventures. I have cleaned out half my closet, a dresser bureau, and made room in my bathroom for that new man who is coming into my life. WOW – a BIG change for me.