These days I had become very desperate and doubtful, despite knowing The Secret for one year now. This is because I have big and important dreams that totally dependent on some miracle. But by nature I am not a very positive person. So I tried to manifest some small signs to have confidence. But then too, I felt doubtful and frustrated when I did not get my signs because I felt I was short of time and confidence. I wanted results soon and this created frustration and nothing else.
Today I read a recent Secret Success story of a girl manifesting blue butterflies. After reading it I realized that my frustration was causing more delay. So I started to tell myself that I have already seen my sign. One of my signs was to see a golden heart. I was not seeing any sign of it, so I was again frustrated. Then I reminded myself to act as if I have already seen it.
Suddenly there was a strong feeling to look at my heart shaped stickers that I had put on one of my notebooks but none of them were golden. But anyhow, it was a strong urge so I went to have a look at them. They were glittery pink, orange and purple hearts. I picked up the notebook. As I tilted it a little, sunshine fell on them and I was amazed to see the orange heart was looking glittery golden under the sunshine.
OH my God! I am so amazed at that urge. Thank you so much, Universe. There is definitely a power. All we need is blind faith and expectancy.