There I was sitting at the front desk as a receptionist, feeling and believing in everything that was the opposite of positivity and love. Feeling insecure, ugly, fat, and lifeless; all of this and I was only 19. Add on the family dysfunction and recession. Then out of nowhere my boss assigns each of the workers a book called The Secret to read… light appeared!
Fast forward three years later, and as I look back I cant understand how unaware I was of the control and attraction in my life.
Im sitting here typing this with the same smile of love and gratitude I feel every day. I dropped from a size 7 to 3, along with my acne clearing up. I moved up from receptionist to having my own desk. I have my dream car, a new Audi that I’ve wanted since high school. All these incredible things not only happened because I wanted them, but because I believed that I deserved them and had them. For me, visualization with emotion was the key. Every day Im sending out what I want with positivity and love, and surprise! Thats exactly what I receive back. To believe you deserve happiness, love, beauty, success, and light in all you do is important. If I cant stress anything more, it is to love yourself first before asking.
A few months ago I had a moment of clarity where I realized I was finally prepared for a relationship. I had never focused on it before because I knew I had to improve myself first. So I guess you can say I made my own version of the vision board – instead I call it a vision book. In it I dedicated each page to what my perfect partner is, physically, emotionally, and how he treats me, all with pictures and lists. In this book is nothing but love, whether by songs, sayings or thoughts. I visualize him getting along with my family, taking me places, spending time together and feeling the butterflies of love… I read and feel it every day. I dont think about the how nor do I care, I just KNOW it will come, and I act as if he is here and mine already and I do it all with gratitude. I know this summer I will be spending it with my perfect partner – schedule is full and Im excited!
There is everything you can have, open your mind, heart and soul and it will be waiting there for you. Too late is a myth. BELIEVE, RECEIVE, & KNOW! I send this out to everyone, THANK YOU!