Please Return This Favor
I watched the secret DVD for the first time in April 08 an realized that I had actually been following it all my life. When I would go for a job interview and was in a positive frame of mind, I would recite, I got the job, over & over again before the interview. And guess what? I always got the job. But then there would be times when I would go into a deep depression (Im Bipolar) and retire to my bed for days at a time.
The strangest thing about it was that the more negative I thought, the worse things would get. I now know that was the LOA working.
An agency would call to tell me that they had a job assignment for me, but then 10-15 minutes later would call me back to withdraw the offer for some unexplained reason. This happened twice with 2 different companies & I was also attracting other bad luck.
Although I watched the secret DVD every day when I first discovered it, I really didnt fully understand it. Like for instance, I would say my affirmations faithfully every day and nothing would happen. But that was because I wasnt FEELING it & this is a FEELING UNIVERSE. Plus I would still complain–and you know when you complain you attract more complaining situations into your life.
What else happened a few months ago when I was complaining was really unbelievable (I told you I didnt understand The Secret at that time). Anyway I was really complaining a lot at work about my teenaged son– how he was eating up everything & always breaking something. I knew he broke things by accident, but it still didnt stop me from being upset. A few weeks after that, my son had broken the 3 computers that we have in the house. In addition to that, he broke his mp3 player, portable PSP, etc. It was like breaking things became contagious, because then I broke my very expensive Archos player, my Zune, the CD drive of my Nintendo Wii, etc.
Im a low income (but not for long) single parent, and yet somehow I was able to get those things because it was what I had really wanted for a long time. The LOA brought them to me, but the LOA also took them away because of my negativity & constantly speaking of something broken. So Ive started watching The Secret again and Im now being very careful about what I say because I know the words I speak have power. I also purchased the gratitude book, daily teachings, & Secret book in addition to The Secret DVD (I need all the reinforcement I can get to stay positive).
Once I started writing in my gratitude book I was able to manifest more of things I wanted because I was feeling great while I was requesting it. Now I no longer complain about my son & we get along much, much better plus nobodys breaking anything & hes no longer eating up everything. One of my other wishes on my wish list was a new blue mini netbook—Im typing on it right now. Yippee!!
I also wanted to say that the stories on the Secret website are very inspiring & keep me going. An I just think that since everyone loves reading the stories that we should all return the favor & keep the stories going by writing in at least once on some of the good things that have happened to you since watching The Secret. I just did & Im glad.
To be continued…