Peace of Mind
I had a happy childhood. I had plenty of toys, lots of brothers and sisters to play with, and two loving parents. Though for some reason, my feelings of joy began to fall away at age 11. I began to isolate myself, spending hours alone in my room feeling down and upset most of the time, angry at everyone and everything. By age 15, I was so unhappy I hated waking up in the morning and had trouble enjoying life. By my early twenties, I was having daily thoughts of suicide. And by age 27, I had hit a wall. I had no interest in friends, family, romance, art, or life. I actually felt obligated to continue living to avoid causing anyone any pain. It was so unbearable I didn’t know what to do anymore.
One day I decided that if I was going to continue living, I was going to live a happy life because living the way I had been living was not really living. I didn’t know how I was going to get myself to feel happy. But I knew there had to be a way. So for the next few weeks I began to look for ways to improve my emotional health, and every other night I would say very passionately, “I want to be happy. Please, I just want to be happy.” Over and over again.
Little by little, I found ways to make myself feel better. I began taking music related classes and going to a counselor for help. After a few weeks of counseling she recommended a book, “The Alchemist.” I immediately read the book and I noticed it kept on mentioning that if you do what makes you happy, the universe conspires to help you get what you want. This reminded me of the law of attraction. I had heard a little bit about the law of attraction through friends a few months back, but it didn’t catch my attention back then. I rushed to the library and checked out the audio book, “The Secret.” I was so amazed by its information that it was all I could think about for weeks. But, I had a truly difficult time getting myself to feel good and have good thoughts because of my history. My body was very tense and the more I tried to calm down and quiet my mind, the more agitated I would feel. How was I supposed to manifest what I wanted having all this mind chaos? So, the obvious solution to this problem popped into my head, “Ask for peace of mind”. I asked the universe for peace of mind.
A few days later, I found a website for this product that claimed it could help me meditate and would improve my quality of life. So, I decided to order it. It’s been two months now using this product and I feel so peaceful most of the time, even during situations that used to turn my world upside down. My sense of smell has even become stronger.
And in the last three months of using the law of attraction I have intentionally manifested so much. I am finally happy. Thank you.