One Of The Best Experiences!
Last summer was a really different experience for me. I was in a new place just for the summer with my partner but he had been there for the last 4 years. I barely knew the people there but my partner and had a good relationship with them. They were all having so much fun all day long. They gave compliments to each other and made jokes all the time. But when I said something they ignored me and I did not feel like myself. I was so focused on getting their approval. I mean, I let them change how I was feeling all day long. I was so pissed and angry when they ignored me or did not have a conversation, even for a short time. I was crying most of the time. Long story short, my summer was awful and I got depressed. That feeling was horrible.
Then I started to search for something that I to help myself. Why do I feel this way? Later I realized that I didn’t love myself, I didn’t like myself at all and I let those people hurt my feelings the whole summer. I let myself down! I had to change something right away.
I read some of The Secret stories and that I helped me. I decided to let go of my past because when I think about my past, it hurts me again and I don’t like the feeling. I wrote a list of what I was grateful for almost every day. That helped me to focus”now”. Then I started to visualize that I was surrounded by people who liked me, who liked to make conversations with me and have with fun. Than I let it go.
I heard there was an exhibition coming up and I applied right away for it. Two weeks later I was in that exhibition as an artist and I had so much fun. Everyone there were like family members. I didn’t know most of them but they came to meet me and gave me compliments for my art. One of them gave me free artwork of his. We all had good vibrations and I was just who I am. For the first time after the summer I felt amazing, confident, beautiful and energetic because;
-I let my past go. When the past came to my mind, I changed my thoughts right away.
-I visualized who I wanted to be and what I wanted from the Universe and didn’t concern myself even a bit about how it was going to happen. I just thought about the final scene of my dreams.
I hope I touch somebody’s heart. Love you, everybody and thank you so much for the book that helped me a lot.