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Submitted by: Anonymous
IndiaI am a very shy, but loving and caring person.
I had been living incompletely and unhappily all my life. I was the most negative person you’d ever meet. I would always complain about how unfair GOD was to me with everything in my life.
At the same time, I would feel and believe that maybe I hurt or did something very wrong to someone in my previous birth and was paying for it now in this life.
I have been very ungrateful about everything in my life, without realising what a fortunate person I was to have such a wonderful life. In fact some of my friends would tell me that I am so lucky to live a life like this with no worries and responsibility. I still never realised it and would tell myself they didnât know what I was going through.
Everything that has happened in my life is because i thought about it in a negative way and attracted it. I met with a very tragic accident and no chances of survival in May, 2003. I was bed ridden for almost 4 months. Could not move my hands, but finally recovered fully after 8 months. I was grateful to GOD for a new life but still was unhappy and would always ask GOD why I had to meet with such a tragic accident.
I am pampered a lot at home. My mom does everything for me. Even though I am 100% fine, and went back to work. But I felt something was empty in my life. I always dreamed about being married and living with a man of my dreams, but somehow just left my dream half way, thinking it is just a dream and can never happen. I felt the same thing about my looks. I always hated myself and felt I was not good looking. But actually I used to look good. My friends would compliment me for my lovely hair, my skin, my body, the way I dressed, but I was never grateful.
I brought unnecessary stress in my life which led to bad acne, marks on my face. And I always blamed my unfortunate fate, thinking, I am born too struggle in life.
I lost all interest in living my life and at times would say in my mind, “GOD, enough – I have lived my life, even if you take me now I will be more than happy to die.” I would say the same things to my friends and colleagues, that I donât mind dying.
I didn’t like to be around people. I never attended family functions or get-togethers. When I woke up in the mornings I woke up with negative feelings, like, I hate my job, the people around me, that I didnât want to work. I would complain about my health, wealth, etc.
My friend introduced me to THE SECRET book about one and a half years back, telling me to read the book and it would help me in my life. I just ignored it and didnât want to spend money on just any book. I thought my friend was stupid to believe in all these things, and plus I am not an avid reader. I hate reading books – I read a few articles in the newspaper, thatâs it.
Until about 6 months back I happened to see The Secret book at my sister’s place and was shocked and asked her who gave her the book. She said her husband bought it for her. And I told my sister that my friend mentioned about the book to me and that it seems to be a good book. The conversation ended there.
Fast forward 3 months, in October 2012 I was at my sister’s place again and I asked her whether she finished reading the book and whether I could borrow it. She said she still didnât finish reading but I can take it to read it and return.
I took the book home and just left it on my bed. I didnât touch it for a couple of days. Then one day before going to bed I looked at the book and read the first few pages and at the same time I sent a message to my friend and told her that I was reading the book. She replied saying she was very happy and that I should concentrate and read and it really works and that we will catch up soon.
I was shocked and amazed that the book said that we can have everything we want. You have to only believe in it. This is something I always wished in my life: âI WISH GOD GAVE ME EVERYTHING I THINK ABOUT AND DREAM ABOUT,â but I just never believed in it.
Before reading THE SECRET my life was totally torn apart and in a mess with all my negative thinking. After reading the book I have calmed down and am at peace with myself. I feel so light and relaxed. I have read THE MAGIC and THE POWER. I find these books like a fairy tale. I was so excited to read about the wish list. I made a list of things I wish for.
At least now i wake up thinking positive and give gratitude for everything I have in my life. I am so relaxed at work; my day at work goes so well without any stress. I write every day in my gratitude journal about the positive things that happen every day. My gratitude journal is only about positive things.
I met up with my friend and she saw the change in me. She said she feels so good seeing me talk only about positive things.
I am now attracting my clear skin and my perfect soul mate, which I know the UNIVERSE will give me.
At least I know I am a happy person and feel good and positive about everything in life and that life is not a struggle at all. Especially when the book says there is abundance of everything for all. This makes me very happy.
Itâs been 3 months I have only thought positive and live my life with lots of gratitude. Now I tell the UNIVERSE i want to live my life to the fullest.
I read The Secret stories on the website every day. It really makes me very happy and full of life.
Thank you.
Love and abundance to all!!!