Never Let The Faith on The Wrong Path
First of all, mind my English. Honestly, I’m not new to The Secret. I found this amazing book right after my beloved Mom passed away. In the middle of deep sadness, I decided to buy this book. It helped a lot. From the first I read, I never wanted to put it down. I just like it very much but never really applied what The Secret taught.
Then one day, my beloved boyfriend and I had a fight. I knew it was really my fault, then he broke up with me. It’s not the first time he broke up with me. But as usual, I beg him to accept my apology and I want to get back with him. But this time he really left me. He felt tired of getting back with me when then I did the same mistake.
I was really confused and depressed. I couldn’t concentrate in my job as he works at the same place with me. Then it just clicked that it’s the time to prove The Secret.
So, I did all The Secret taught, consisting of asking, believing, receiving. I even bought the DVD to make it complete. I watched it on my laptop many times. I wrote down all I wanted about my relationship with him in a mini diary. I brought it and read it every day. One wish that I wrote is for him to call me, and that he was so normal, and finally ask me to be back again.
Days passed, nothing happened. But, I did believe he still was so much in love with me, because we are at the same office, and he kept his eye on me. But no words came out of him. I never let my faith go to the wrong path. I believed 100 percent that he loves me so much.
Then one day, his friend asked me to give his thing to him. I wasn’t brave enough to face him, so I just put that on his desk and I also added my gift for him, on top of that thing.
After almost a month without calling me, that night he called me. His tone was high, he got angry because I gave him a gift. He said he didn’t need that gift, it’s a very bad gift. I just said, “I’m sorry if you don’t like it. You can give it back to me. Just put it on my desk.” Then he ended the conversation.
At first, I wanted to cry. But then I realized, he called me and that’s what I wanted. So I should say thanks so much to God. All I have to do is just wait for the next move, that is he’s so normal and wants me to get back with me. No need to wait long. 15 minutes after his angry call, he called me again. This time, no high tone, no rude words. He was just so, so normal just like before. Then, he said the magic word, he told me he misses me so much, till he can’t sleep. He wants to see me badly. So, that night, we really reconciled.
The next day, we went out. We were so happy. He said to me not to do the same mistakes again. Absolutely, I promised him that. Then, we’re back. That simple.
As time goes by, I did my mistake again. He was so angry with me. He broke up with me and he said this is the last goodbye. I cried again, but this time I didn’t beg him to get back. I just started to open The Secret again. Then, I suddenly realized, all this bad thing happening again, because I let the faith come off the right track. I got lazy to ask and feel good after I got what I wanted. That’s why I lost it again.
I started to apply The Secret again. Guess what?? He comes back again with me, and now it is forever because I do believe he’s made for me. Only with him, I can share my laugh and cry and also my passion. Two years from now, we’re going to get married. Now, we enjoy life and have planned about the future together. 🙂
So never let the faith get in the wrong path and never stop applying The Secret. Thanks so much Rhonda. God bless you all…