Never Be Afraid of Fear! AMAZING!
I have gone through many changes in my life over the past 6 months, all of which I knew started by my own manifestations of living in insecurity and having zero confidence in myself. My boyfriend of 7 years broke up with me and I was left homeless and not being able to see my children as much as I would’ve liked for months, as well as just feeling hopeless and in despair.
I had known about The Secret and thought that I was doing well in staying positive in my relationship and life; however, I now know that I was merely portraying that on the outside. On the inside, I lived in fear, jealousy, and was continuously putting myself down mentally. I was depending on outside things like alcohol and smoking and other people like my boyfriend, friends, and co-workers to determine my happiness.
Despite all this, during this time, after multiple interviews for 3 different positions, I received a job with the company I really desired. I also bought my first home by myself, an accomplishment I never believed I could do on my own without someone else in my life.
Now during the COVID-19 pandemic, last week the company I work for notified us that there would be layoffs. Having only been in my position for almost 3 months and, due to other positions in my department needing to be filled, even though I was feeling like I was contributing much, I definitely felt the fear of losing the job with the company I worked so hard to get. I cried upon finding out the news, but then I reminded myself that I had manifested this job into my life. This job was meant for me and I was the best person for it!
I continued doing my job and anytime any fear or doubt would come up, I wouldn’t entertain it and just reaffirmed that this job was mine. Even if it did happen and I lost my job, I knew that I would still believe that I would end up back in the company in some way, or, something better was waiting for me.
And what happened? I found out that my job is secure! Up until the moment I found out, I could feel those doubts and fears try to come in, but I just kept reaffirming what I knew was true, this was what I desired and where I was meant to be.
I believe the key thing that I learned is this: Don’t be afraid of fear! We are human, we are going to have doubts and fears and bad days. But don’t ever believe that just because those things happen that it will affect your manifestation in any way! Just keep reaffirming the exact opposite of those fears.
This has greatly increased my faith and belief in the process. I have been working on myself a lot and having this miracle happen for me has just reaffirmed everything for me. I share this story in the hopes that it will help and inspire even just one person to never give up and to not be afraid of fear!
Thank you, thank you, thank you!