I was in a bad mental place. I had a toxic relationship, a toxic living situation, no steady income, I was in debt, and also had toxic friends. I knew something had to change and I knew what it was but I was too afraid to do it.
My mom handed me this book, The Secret. I read random pages every single day for about a month. My life was never the same.
I realized my potential and my worth once I read this book. It made me look at the world from a different perspective. I was afraid all the time. I was afraid to be alone and I was afraid of not getting started with a career.
After I read this book I ended things with my boyfriend of 3 years and our toxic relationship. I had held on tight to this person because I did love and care for him. But I realized that if someone is not making me a priority, I should never stay. I would have always felt less than. I ended the relationship not wanting anything with anyone for a long time since I had already been in a relationship from a young age and for a long time.
A few weeks go I came across someone I had met in the past. We decide to meet up and the rest is history. I met my soulmate. I knew it from the moment I was with this person for the first time that something special was between us. It was truly a sensation I had never felt in my life.
This person is everything I had ever dreamed of since I was a little girl. And he came right after I read this book. I manifested this human into my life by changing myself first.
Now 6 months later, we have started our lives together and I live with him. I could not be happier thriving in this very healthy relationship. Thank you, thank you, thank you!
Not only did I meet my other half but I also graduated from college, I found an extremely great paying career and I got a new car. Thank you, thank you, thank you!
This book proved to me that if you really want something, you can have it. Once you are on this frequency of life, you are able to attract anything. It is not all that easy for me and it did not all come at once, but it did happen.
I recently had found a voice memo I recorded 6 months ago with a cousin when I had been in a bad mental space. In this voice recording I am stating to myself, “Amanda, the next time you hear this, your life better be changed!” I heard it last night and it made me emotional.
I also had found a note that I had written regarding my dream man. I wrote down the exact human that I wanted, flaws, and all. And he is that person I wrote about.
Thank you, thank you, thank you!