My Skin Was A Reflection Of My Thought.
I am so happy to finally share this story with you. I am sitting here on my couch, with a big smile on my face and I cannot believe that I am finally writing this!
I am a 17 year old girl who has had a very tough past 2 years. When I was 14 and a half I started having skin problems and when I reached the age of 15 it was at its worst. I had very oily skin, with big, painful spots, a lot of blackheads and a blemished and uneven skin tone. I do a lot of sports and I love taking care of myself, so this was horrible for me. I am a very sensitive person so this skin problem shook me hard. I used to cry almost every day, I skipped a lot of school because I couldn’t face people and I didn’t want people seeing me. I was scared to make eye contact with people. I didn’t like people looking at me and I just spent most of my time in my room with my books and music.
I first read The Secret and The Power when I was 13 and I used the LOA. However, when this problem came up, I read the books again about 5 times, bought The Magic, bought some of the Abraham Hicks books, and Louise Hay and started trying to heal myself.
Now we know that the principle is that you start acting as if your dream is yours already, and then you let it go. Well, it wasn’t so easy for me. As much as I wanted to ignore my skin and pretended that I already had my beautiful skin, it was very, very hard. The second it would start getting better, I would just start focusing on the bad again and it would get even worse. I always thought bad of myself, how I was so ugly, nobody likes me, I am unworthy and I will never be happy.
Last summer I got very tired of my life and just stressing over my skin and not enjoying anything. So, I just stopped caring. Finally!! I stopped looking in the mirror as I couldn’t face my skin anymore, I stopped thinking anything about myself. I didn’t use a million different washes or treatments. And, it started getting better! I just needed to totally let go of my struggle which I was holding onto for 2 years, and the healing started!
Now I am sitting here with my beautiful skin and writing this story. I cannot believe I have come to this! I could’ve never in a million years believed that I would finally have beautiful skin! It is a miracle for me!
I know to some of you, skin might seem like a small thing, but after spending a year and a half crying and being depressed about my skin, this is a true miracle for me. I read all these stories about how people clear their skin and it always seemed impossible to me. They could do it but I couldn’t. But hey, I did it!!
I am so, so happy, and to anyone out there who is having the same problems as me, believe me! The LOA works and you just have to let go and trust the process. It really works, you just have to stop obsessing and worrying!!!! God bless you all!