I just want to share the miracle that happened in my life with the world.

I have been trying to conceive since December last year but it vain. My husband and I are in different cities due to his work and mostly we weren’t together during my ovulation days. As I was getting my periods every month I was annoyed that I could not conceive and cried at times.

This month I made up my mind I will be pregnant and read online that it is possible to conceive even with sex right after periods and so many women had vouched for that. I took that as a cue and made my vision board. I put up a picture of a pregnant lady and a beautiful baby girl beside and kept looking at it daily. I was doing my Magic Practices and on day 13, I felt a strong belief that I’m already pregnant now. I was very grateful each day, very happy and smiling. I did take home pregnancy tests twice, and both were negative. That somehow didn’t pull me down. Deep down I knew I was carrying. I just don’t know how, but I believed.

On my 38th day of my cycle I got my period. I was devastated. I cried so hard, I asked the universe why did you do this to me. I hit rock bottom. After a few hours I slept off crying and when I woke up I couldn’t believe I was bleeding and refused to give up. I went online to read if I could be pregnant and still bleed. You guessed it right. There were hundreds of stories from women who bled throughout their pregnancies. That gave me hope.

I got up and kept telling myself, I’m pregnant with my little girl and she’s happy and healthy inside. I don’t know how, but I kept saying this. It was hard, I was bleeding and had some doubts if could still be pregnant, but I just refused to acknowledge that I wasn’t pregnant inspite of negative urine tests and bleeding.

Now this is something I want to share with you all. I have asked the universe for a lot of things, some were granted and some are still pending, the beauty is I have never been so confident, never have had so much faith, never believed in anything so much as I did for being pregnant. There was this feeling within me which kept saying, you’re pregnant, you’re already pregnant. I don’t know if it is intuition, my belief, or the universe trying to tell me a message. BUT I held on to it so tight. I just knew I was pregnant and moved on with my period.

On my 45th day, I woke up with nausea. I had something happening in my stomach, I felt like throwing up every time I wanted to eat. I knew this was it. I did a home pregnancy test and you know the result, TWO PINK LINES!!!! I can’t describe my joy. I ran to the doctor the same day and confirmed my pregnancy. I am over the moon and it’s just a miracle to me.

I literally forced the universe to make me pregnant. When all odds were against me, when every result was negative, it was very easy to get drifted away, but then I never, ever gave up. I forgot to mention that on January 1st, 2013 I wrote in my journal that I’ll have a baby girl this year and I conceived in Feb so my delivery due date is the end of November this year.

For some of you this may seem a small thing, but I wanted to become a mother so badly that I was so adamant on getting pregnant and delivering this year that I refused anything that wasn’t what I didn’t ask for.

Thank you for taking the time to read my story and I hope it inspires at least one of you reading this.

Thank you, thank you, thank you universe for my pregnancy and I know my beautiful, healthy girl is on her way:-))