My Miracle, My Baby
“You will have to abort your baby and get operated on and try to conceive after 6 months” were the words I heard from my Dr. when I found out I was 7 weeks pregnant.
It was devastating for someone who wanted to become a mom and I was desperately trying for a baby for 6 months when I found out I had a 4 cm uterine fibroid that was sitting right top of my uterus. I was shattered and broken down to bits.
I have been an ardent follower of The Secret for almost 3 years and I’ve manifested some amazing things in life including a beautiful home and other incredible stuff using the knowledge of the LOA. But somewhere when I decided to go the family way, things didn’t work and I got desperate to become pregnant.
Month after month when I got my periods I used to cry and thought may be something was wrong with me and that’s why I couldn’t conceive. When I found out I had a fibroid it immediately stuck that I attracted it with my own thoughts as I constantly kept thinking if something could be wrong with me.
That is when I told myself if I can attract the fibroid and could still get pregnant it means my baby is here to stay and I will not abort it. Each day I kept telling myself that my baby is here to stay, she is strong and healthy and I have a wonderful pregnancy and easy delivery. Trust me it wasn’t easy. At times I had my own doubts as each visit to the Dr. made me more anxious and when doctors said things like lets wait for the first trimester and when I crossed it without any issues they told me “well the fibroid could disturb you even in your 6th month”. It was just the most difficult period of my life. But I just hung on, any time I had doubts I used to repeat “Thank you for my healthy baby and easy delivery”.
When I was 20 weeks exactly, I had a terrible pain and rushed to the hospital only to find out my fibroid is 7 cm and was causing all the pain. My Dr. told me “I just hope you don’t go into labor this early as it’s going to be very tough”. I had my heart in my mouth and it was more like a waiting game to see how my fibroid was behaving, but thankfully my little girl was doing very well inside. 3 weeks in terrible pain and all I did was be thankful for my unborn healthy, beautiful baby girl.
My pain left me and I became normal and completed my second trimester and then when I was 38 weeks I delivered the most beautiful, healthy, cute little girl. When I took her in my arms I had tears of joy and could not stop thanking for the miracle of my life.
Each day now when I look at her I have tears of joy for she truly is a gift from the universe. If you ask me how I did it, I would say I don’t know, all that I knew was I will have a healthy, beautiful baby girl. I didn’t know how, but it happened. I had faith, I trusted the universe when the going was tough. All that I had was only hope and trust. So people, ask and just believe. No matter who says what, when you truly desire something from the bottom of your heart, no matter how big it is, it will surely come knocking for you.
The universe gave me a sign before my delivery that all will be well when I saw my story that I had posted in 2011 was in the home page of this site. I’ve written a couple of stories and it was all published earlier. What was astonishing was the story had appeared again after 3 long years and that too, on the home page. I knew the universe was giving me a signal for something but I wasn’t sure what it was for. Within a couple of days I was in labor and delivered my little angel without any complications and yes my fibroid was removed as well.
Thank you Rhonda and team a million times and to each of you out there who inspire me with your stories. This is the place I come to whenever I am low and down.
Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!