My life until now
If I look back on my life I can see how I was embracing the LOA.
When I was at the end of my primary school I was dating a boy who kind of hurt my feelings, so in high school I had a huge desire to have a boyfriend who will really love me. And in the evening I was actually staring in the sky, asking for him. In a couple of months I really got a boyfriend who loved me so much. The only problem was that my wish was formed wrong. I wished that he would love me, not that we would love each other. So through a time I realized that I don’t love him enough and that I should have wished that I would have a boyfriend who will love me and whom will I love. So I manifested this wish in my mind, but again, it was kind of wrong. After a lot of not-so-nice things we ended our relationship after 3 years.
I fell in love with another guy and I couldn’t have helped it. After some time we began our relationship and we were both really in love! Then I realized that if you really want something it comes true.
At that time I hadn’t heard of LOA yet, so now I know how to wish and imagine things – paint a picture in your mind and make the exact wish (or send an order to the universe). And now I can see that every time something bad had happened, it was for a reason – something better was coming!
At the time when I was studying, my current boyfriend showed me The Secret movie and it inspired us both. From that time on I was using LOA for small things, and for some subconsciously (later I realized that I was using it). At first I said that I would try to concentrate to use it for a parking place. All of my friends were always complaining that they can’t find a parking place. So, as shown in the movie, I knew that I would have a parking place waiting for me right at the entrance of wherever I was going. And it works! Every time I get a good parking place, for almost four years now.
I was also using LOA to finish my studies. Since I decided,that I was going to study in two faculties, one in economics and the other in engineering (two completely different programs), I needed hard will to do this. I just knew that I was going to finish it. Even though I had a lot of things to do and sometimes I saw no way out, I knew that I would make it. So I passed exam after exam and here was the end of it. In May 2010 I finished with my first studies and in December 2010 with second studies. I gained both diplomas with the best possible grade!
For the last two years I was only wishing that I would finish my exams soon and I imagined myself getting a job. I really wanted it, so I could live on my own, not with my parents (we didn’t get along very well – now we do!). I finished my exams ASAP and I was the first of our class who finished with them. In two months time I got a job in a technical area and I am also going abroad for 6 months! So I got a job, where I can travel! And my pay is also good – even though it’s still a recession and my friends said that it’s impossible to get a well-paid job, I got it! I set a limit of what I wished to receive and it worked! 🙂
My love life was also not brilliant (some of it I described at the beginning). Three years ago I had a crisis with my boyfriend; we went apart and never planned to come back together, but obviously we both wanted someone to spend our life with, so after few months (three of them we actually didn’t see each other), we met again. Now it’s altogether six years since we are together and we are a very happy couple. Even though it was hard to split up, it was so sweet to come back together. And again I have learned that all bad things happen for a reason! If we had not parted, we would be miserable and we would not respect each other, as we did not before. We had fights almost every day, now we have conflicts once a month or less.
Today we manage our problems through conversations and we still believe that we can be even more happy than we are. Now we have a wish to win in the lottery, so we could have a house and kids soon. We imagine how we will travel to New York, to China, watch the kangaroos in Australia, and more, while our house is being built.
Today am I very happy in love, I have achieved a lot, and I still have further dreams. I have learned that you really have to wish for something to get it, and it is better to have wish after wish, so your frequency for something is higher. We bought The Power book yesterday, so this weekend we will be reading a lot and we will be emitting even more of our positive vibrations!