I have always been positive and happy in my life, but the last few years have been really hard, and even though I am very positive I am also very sensitive and as I said before, a lot has happened in my life the last few years and I really needed something to help me go back to my good old positive self so I heard about The Secret and decided to read it a few months ago. I thought it was amazing but I never really used it for anything in my life.
I am currently studying in the UK and I live alone so I wanted to buy a pet to keep me company at night so I bought this beautiful Russian dwarf hamster, and even though it is just a hamster I got really attached to it. I was talking and playing with it every single day when suddenly about a week ago my baby got very very sick. But it was Friday night and there was nothing I could do, all the vets were closed until Monday, so I took her to the nearest pet shop so that they could help me find a vet. When they saw her they were shocked, they said that they had never seen a hamster in such condition, so I immediately called the vet and booked an appointment for the following morning.
When I went to the vet she told me that my hamster had a very serious type of pneumonia and she had only about 10-15% chances of surviving and she adviced me to let her go. I just stopped for a moment and though, who gives me the right to do so? And I also realized that she has been giving a battle to live for the last 4 to 5 days, her will to live was amazing, so I decided I would not let her go. I started force feeding her baby food and forcing her to drink water through a syringe. The doctor also gave me a medicine that I had to also force her to take twice daily for 10 days. The first, second, third day passed and she was not getting better, in fact she was getting worse and worse.
And now we come to today, the fourth day. Today I thought I was going to lose her, as I was holding her in my hand, she looked worse than ever. I started crying, I could not stop crying, as I was crying I remembered The Secret. I immediately thought, Oh my God, what am I doing? This is just a lot of negative energy for one little hamster.
I put on some positive meditation music and sat there for 20 minutes, holding my baby in my arms, and forcing my self to smile and say how thankful I was for the days that I am going to spend with her.
IN JUST 20 MINUTES MY HAMSTER HEALED!!!! I still can not believe it, it is amazing!! Of course she is still weak because she has not been eating and drinking properly, but just like that she started running and playing again, she even ate some nuts by herself, after one week!
Thank you so so much!!