My Dreams Fulfilled.
So here the story goes. 2015 should have been the year of my life. I was 28 years and my dream was to travel through Australia. I had a good job and was highly appreciated by my boss for the work I did. I decided to quit my job anyhow to follow my dream. In May of 2015 I took the plane to Sydney. It was the best time of my life. I met many great people and loved the country so much that I wanted to stay longer than as initially planned. I decided to apply for a working holiday Visa which enabled me to work in Australia. In order to apply I had to leave Australia and I went to Bali to wait until my Visa was granted. Oh man, I loved Bali. I even fell in love there which was odd for me because I was super closed for years against guys due to a bad heartbreak in the past. I loved the guy a lot but due to my jealousy because I was super insecure, we eventually broke up.
I went home in December 2015 and the year after I was a complete mess. I did not have a job and the guy who I fell in love with did not want to talk to me anymore. I was living at my parents house at 29 years old. This was something that I had always feared and now here I was, approaching my 30’s and I was still single while all my friends and relatives were starting their families.
That whole year I remained sad, insecure, and I did not know who I was anymore. I was always super confident about jobs but also in that field I did not feel confident anymore either. I tried many things; The Secret, The Magic and Affirmations from Louise Hay. I read quotes from Abraham Hicks and it all made sense but it did not work because inside I felt desperate. I did not truly believe that it would work.
All of this was still happening in the beginning of 2017 until I just wanted to give up trying and let it all go. I did not have any energy left to keep trying, I decided to take it easy on myself, to be more kind to myself and that worked wonders. Slowly I started to love myself again. Suddenly the things on my vision board started to become true:
– Loving myself.
– Being a confident person.
– Being in a relationship with a guy from work who adores me and is faithful to me.
– I reached my weight goal.
– I got my own apartment.
– I started a new job at my dream company, Shell, and I am greatly appreciated by my boss.
Thank you so much. The key is to let go! Thank you, thank you, thank you!