My “Cluster” of Nighmares cured
All of my life since I can remember, I have been plagued with these horrible Cluster Headaches. Now I know that when you hear ‘headache’ you are probably sitting there and saying, oh great, a Migrane story. But let me tell you this, I was diagnosed with cluster headaches when I was around 18 years of age, but I had suffered from them since about 8 or 9 years old. The only reason I wasn’t diagnosed earlier is because they didn’t know what kind of headache they were, nor did they have an official name for them. When the doctor told me finally what I had, I was so grateful for the fact that they had a name for the headache, but then I found out at the same time that there was no cure. They had drugs that were supposed to help, but of course none of them helped me out.
Every year these headaches started with waking me up in the middle of the night with the disbelief of, “Oh no, not one of these headaches” and would rob me of valuable sleep. I could not sit still with these headaches. I found myself pacing the floor or rocking with pain until the headache vanished just as fast as they attacked. I would suffer in silence each and every day, getting on the average of 4 to 5 headache clusters a night, and with each headache the level of pain increasing to the point of insanity.
I found myself trying to get as much information on the headaches that I could, just so that I knew what was out there for me and my lines of treatment, but it was all the same drug therapy and with no great outcome for me. I honestly thought I would die from these headaches because they were so intense, but of course I didn’t want to have that happen. I have a little girl that is my world, and I want to be there for her children’s weddings.
The funny thing about this is I came across “The Secret” book in a local store around the holidays last year. Now I never heard anything about this book, and I never knew what the book was really about before this, but something inside me told me to pick it up and check it out. I read a little of the book on the back and decided to buy it. I took it home and read a little here and there, but never really got too much into the book until after the holidays.
I ended up in the hospital with bi-lateral phenomia and double eye infection, & I lost my job shortly after that because I missed too much work. When I came home from the hospital a day later I ended up waking up in the middle of the night with another cluster of Headaches, and started becoming fearful more and more. The last bout of headaches were about 2 years before and I was hoping that I would not have to deal with them again, but of course, that didn’t happen. I finally decided to open the book up and give it the old college try.
I read a little bit each and every night, but it really never hit me until I reached the part about the woman who cured herself of breast cancer, and the Miracle Man story. Then it finally became clear. It was about a month since I started suffering from my headaches again, but that night I decided before I went to bed that I was not going to get a headache anymore. I decided to tell myself, ENOUGH. I will not suffer from these headaches one minute longer. I closed my eyes and said that if they could do it I know I can do it. I kept on saying thank you for being headache free.
I went to sleep for the first time in a long time with no fear. I looked forward to sleep and felt deep down in my heart that I would not have any more headaches. I woke up two hours after falling asleep with the start of a headache and laid there in silence and repeated these words: “I am headache free” “I am pain free” “Thank you, Thank you, Thank you”, and about 2 minutes went by and I noticed that the headache wasn’t getting worse. And as a matter of fact the headache started going away. Within 5 minutes I was falling asleep again and was filled with gratitude and joy.
It took me about a week to not wake up with any headaches at all, but since then, my life has been filled with a new sense of joy I have never felt before. I know I am cured and I will never suffer from another headache again.
Since then I have been able to turn my husband on to the Secret and turn our relationship around, and I am in the process of turning our finances into an over abundant account of never-ending money. I can honestly say that I have never been more happy than I am right now in my life. I look forward to each and every day with an even better outlook than I did the day before. I have also purchased the DVD and the gratitude book as well, which has helped to make my miracles happen even quicker.
I could never say enough Thank You’s to the universe to ever feel like it would be enough.