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My Baby Angel Sent From Heaven
Submitted by: Amalia C.
SicilyI am 33 and an English Teacher.
I hope this story could give hope to those that are suffering because they can’t conceive.
My story begins almost 2 years ago, end of 2011, when after a year of marriage, me and my husband decided it was time to have a baby. I’ve never had a regular period but in the past 3 years it seemed to be regular. The same month we decided to try conceiving, my period skipped for 3 months. So I started doing hormone tests to find out what wasn’t working. I had multifollicular ovaries, while my husband was healthy.
My doctor, after a couple of months made me start stimulating with clomiphene. I stimulated for 7 months, even with gonadotropin, risking hyper stimulation, without result. I tested my fallopian tubes and everything was OK. After stopping stimulation my period skipped again for 3 months.
I was desperate. The only thing I could think was that I would have never had the chance to have a baby. I felt devastated and the worse thing was that my sister got pregnant without even wanting a baby. I was devastated and felt incomplete as a woman, with a deep sense of guilt towards my husband, that I could never make him a father.
In October we decided to consult an infertility center. They make us do other tests that turned out OK. So I started a new cycle of stimulation in December, that gave no result. We decide to stop all medication for the next 9 months and eventually proceed with artificial fecundation at the end of 2013.
I decide to read and watch The Secret that I had already read last year. I promised myself to believe deeply in what I wanted and a started writing a sort of diary to remind myself everyday that I was special and that my body would heal again and it will start working perfectly. I fixed a deadline of 4 months, telling myself that God would send my little angel within the next 4 months, that’s to say May. I wrote this every day and started visualizing my baby staring at a photo I found on the computer. I kept reading a Secret Scroll I received, which I printed and attached at the fridge to remind me everyday to never stop having faith, no matter what was happening around me.
The first month nothing happened, but my period seemed to be returning regular. In the meanwhile after continuous attacks of acute cystitis, I decide it was time to do a search for a possible infection and there was one. I cured my infection and the same month we conceived our miracle.
Now I am 8 weeks pregnant and so amazed I still can’t believe it. All that pain and disillusionment are a memory. We are so happy.
So for all those that have run out of faith, don’t give up, miracles happen.
Believe strongly an the universe will show you the way.