Manifested My Ex Back And Self Care.
First, thank you God, and thank you to The Secret!
Several months ago my world fell apart when the love of my life and I had a misunderstanding and we ended our relationship. It was the hardest break up I ever had. I was in bed for days for hours. I spent my time crying, calling in sick to work, and not seeing friends for days. My weight dropped to 95 pounds!
A month after the breakup, we began talking and briefly rekindled, only for the relationship to fall apart again, but this time, it was worse. We both said horrible things to one another. I now understand why it fell apart again. I was still at a low vibration. I lost trust in him, in myself, in the relationship. I began to question him in ways that he didn’t deserve. That came from my insecurities which pushed him further away.
I realized I needed to change my thoughts and actions if I wanted this relationship to work or a new relationship to begin. I began with self-love. I made an affirmation journal. I began thanking God for my life and how wonderful it was. I thanked him for my relationship, acting and speaking as if. I began visualizing my relationship with him. I had moments of not wanting to leave the visualization process because it made me feel so happy in that moment. It felt so real. Then, I let it go. It was hard at first. I’m that person when I order food, I do wait in worry that it will arrive just the way I ordered. So letting go was hard for me. But I knew I had to and so, I did.
After months of suffering I realized I needed to know from God that this is going to work for me. One morning, as I was driving to work I said to God, please show me a sign that I am on the right path and that my relationship with him will work out. I asked to see a Tennessee license plate.
I am in CA but I kid you not, two minutes later, as I was changing my lane, behold!! The car in front of mine had a Tennessee license plate! Thank you, thank you, thank you!
My mouth just dropped and my body just froze. At that moment I knew everything I was doing was right. I just needed to get out of the asking phase and into the reserving and allowing phase. And so I did.
We are now communicating in a healthy way. I am not sure where this might go, but I am hopeful and joyful of the outcome. I believe God is on my side.
If I can manifest this you can manifest anything! This guy swore me off and never wanted anything to do with me again. And now, we are talking and on the right path. I will write an updated version.
Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!