I can remember being introduced to the first book, The Secret. I remember how absolutely drawn I was to it, on every page I felt a connection based on how my life was going. There were visions I never told anyone about. I would picture things in my mind and they would appear for me, somehow. I couldn’t explain it. I kept it to myself and continued to will things into my life, one by one. I imagined each one of my children. I imagined each of my cars going from a small sedan to a truck as my family grew. I imagined meeting my husband as well. I imagined what I didn’t want and got what I did want in him, physically and mentally. We even moved from the small apartment we were so crowded in, to one where we all fit comfortably as a family of 5! I had 3 jobs in a span of 7 years, all of which were within minutes of my home paying generously and with flexibility!

At one point my oldest sister asked me, “How is it that you always get what you want??” I told her about The Secret and I gave her the book to read. I am unsure if she ever got anywhere with the book’s teachings but I did open the door for her and for many others as well. The thing is, this kind of thing requires complete focus and discipline. Once you are distracted and start to think negatively, you will surely start to attract more negative things in your life. That started happening to me because the more I attracted and received, the I felt like all eyes were on me and my family and I felt like people started to look at me in envy. I started to feel very self-conscious and insecure. Because I lost track of where my book went, it did not make its way back to me after I lent it out. However, now I am starting my journey to being positive again without the book. Slowly but surely, things are falling back into place. Thank you, Universe.