My aunt told me about the book The Secret about two months ago. She explained a little about it and that I should read this some day. The next day I was at the office and went online – the first thing that popped up online was the book The Secret. I couldn’t believe it, that had to be a sign for sure. I never heard anything of this book before. I knew I needed something to change my life around, I just didn’t have the extra money to buy it. I had everything in life I ever wanted, love, my health $$$, my own business, cars, family, and I let it all go. And soon I thought to be losing my fiance and my son… we were just not connecting any more. My fiance and I bought a house together, my son lived with us too until last August. Things weren’t working out so I decided the best thing would be to move out with my son. We thought we would try things this way. However it has been a constant battle between my son and my fiance for my attention. I didn’t want to lose either of them and I felt like I was being torn apart – no matter what I did I could not keep either of them happy. I felt like running far away…..
This past Friday I said I was going to get this book… money or not. I need this, we as a family need this. I went to Chapters and bought it. I couldn’t wait to start reading The Secret. For some reason I did not want to rush. As soon as I held it in my hands I felt peace and delight. I just knew that when I started I would want to take my time and digest and share everything that I was learning with my family and everyone. 20 pages into it and I got goose bumps, I could feel my life for the first time in my hands, it was changing as I was reading.
When my son and I left the house last year my fiance had taken anything with my picture in it down. It will be a year this August. It always bothered me, I knew it was the only way he could deal with the loss. Saturday was my finace’s son’s birthday (he has two terrific boys). I asked my son to go, he was reluctant. Not only has he not lived there in almost a year, but he refused to go back and participate in any family events. I knew family is something he wanted so much… it’s always been him and I since he was two. I bought The Secret this past Friday, and I had only read twenty pages… when we went to the house for my fiance’s son’s birthday my son was very nervous, I told him to smile and it will make things better, think happy thoughts and you will have a good time and if something bothers you just smile, it will go away. Not only did he have a terrific time but when we arrived at the house my fiance had put a picture of me over the fire place and a picture of me on the refrigerator.
I am enjoying every moment of what is transpiring. I lent it to someone else that really needs a little lift and I am waiting patiently to read the other half….can’t wait…and can’t thank you enough, this is a book that will have a never ending story….unbelievable.