I work hard, at home and at work. But as hard as I have been working, I have been feeling like I will never catch up financially or emotionally. I barely make enough to pay my bills (I am thankful that I can at least pay them), and I keep so busy that I have no time to really connect to my husband or kids.
I printed out my “Secret Check” and look at it every day, and I try to start every morning with a long walk, looking at the stars (it’s really early!!) and pretending that they are the eyes of the universe looking down at me and really listening!! I tell them everything that I want. I have been getting down the bottom of the barrel of my checking account, have no savings, and my credit card bills are too scary to think about (probably a good thing, not to think about!). I just needed a little boost, and yesterday came home and saw an envelope from my Dad. It was a check for $1000!!!! He just said he was doing better in his construction business and wanted to give me something. I have not ever told him of my money struggles! It was from nowhere!
Then, a friend of mine called earlier today and said that she was unable to watch a daycare student anymore, and the child mom only needed someone to watch her early in the morning (before I go to work) and just drop her off at school. This would pay me $160 a month! For letting a 10 year old sit on my couch for a little while every morning and maybe making toast! This was all in just a couple of days of Asking Very Loudly for help in my financial situation!
Thank You, Universe!
Thank You Rhonda!
I am very excited about what I WILL create from now on!